I realized I was getting old when I saw my year of birth included in that insurance commercial reminding me not to let my relatives get stuck with my funeral expenses... if you were born between 1925 and 1970, OMG!

I miss my exboyfriend's snakes so much! They are so cool. Four years ago I would have told you that you were nuts if you ever said I could love a snake. Yes, we fed them mice, rats and rabbits, but they were always prekilled to reinforce a more docile pet. No decent exotic pet owner would consider feeding their snake a kitten. I'm sure some people have done it, but those are the same kind of jack*sses that buy what they think is cool without doing the research to care for them properly. I'd love to have my own reticulated python, his was so sweet and full of personality. But I know that they get too big and strong for me to handle alone so it wouldn't be fair to buy the baby I want knowing I'd have to give it up once it outgrew my ability to care for it properly.

St. Joseph Hospital, Mishawaka, Indiana at 1:52 in the afternoon, and I still don't like to start my day much earlier

I really, really, really want my happily ever after.

Welcome to mingle

A swan, they are beautiful and graceful and they mate for life and the guy will dance with her

Now that would be something worth seeing

I ran away once, hitchhiked from Indiana to Florida, lucky to be alive. One guy I caught a ride with had stopped to beg for gas money in Nashville and the cops stopped to check us out and arrested the guy and found a 4 foot machete under the seat of his truck.

Thank you, like I said, I'd never act on those thoughts. I have no sympathy for those that do, it is the coward's way out and I find it totally disgusting that the media makes heroes out of those that do. Sorry but dead does not equal hero in my book, the way somebody lives does. I was just saying that those thoughts do occur and you have to remind yourself that it will get better.

I've dealt with depresssion off and on for a long time. Have those fleeting moments where I want to turn my car right in front of a semi, but won't put that poor guy just trying to make a living thru that. Just last night while walking my dog by the river I walked past the dam where a guy died last year and had one of those visions, but I'm scared to death of the water (ironic huh?) Wanted to shoot myself in my exbf and my nieces house with his gun last week while they were in the hospital having that baby so they could come home and find me and realize just what they've done to me. But those are momentary thoughts that I would never act on. I also know that those thoughts are only the depression and it will get better, it always does. There are several things I've told myself over and over again that help me. First, realize that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Then if life can't get any worse it has to get better, and finally, there is only one person on the whole planet that is having THE WORST day and it's probably not me. Do you have any thoughts that help you get past those awful moments? I could use a few new ones.

I've only been single for a couple of months and have to finish dealing with this current heartbreak before I can move on to a new relationship. I know what is best in my head, but there are so many reminders around me that my heart hasn't caught up to this new reality yet, but I'm getting there. It would be easier if I could just get mad and be spiteful and petty but that just isn't in me. Never did know how to be a biotch, I just get hurt. And to all you guys who complain about women who want to be treated badly....BS! What about all of you who say you want a nice girl and no drama then go fool around on us nice girls after 3 or 4 years because life is just too boring without fighting and bickering?

Don't know what you're going for, but I hope you get it!

I think LDRs can work for a few out there, but they are the exception. For most it's asking too much.
Personally, I need physical connection. I readily admit that I am the touchy, feely, snuggly type. I also need to make love to someone I'm in love with. Having a connection to someone across a long distance feels nice, but looking into the eyes of someone who says he loves me is a must, walking side by side as we talk and finding out if he'd want to hold my hand or put his arm around my waist or reach out to touch me when I need it is necessary to know how deep a relationship can become and you just can't get that by only writing and talking.

You can only hurt as much as you love. I am in intense pain currently, but I will not give up hope of finding a man to truly love me.
Three times my heart has been torn to shreads. Now if I can remember to give myself the time to actually get to know a man before giving him my heart, maybe I will find my happily ever after and someone to appreciate what I have to offer instead of using me because I want so much to be held.

I hate it when you talk to someone about an event you are going to and they get all excited about it so you invite them, then when you call to arrange meeting up they don't answer or return your texts.

The people who play in the forums are a lot more fun than those that only troll the profiles any way, and you can get instant gradification in here.

Ruffin' it at the laundrymat right now, next to work in that hot factory. They have the ac on at work but with all those presses running it was still 86 degrees in there last night. When I get home I have fans downstairs and ac only in my bedroom and thats where me and the critters will be hangin out!

Craving a Little Debbie Oatmeal Creme Pie, not a good breakfast!

That's so cool, you sound like one proud mama!

Little Richard