so i havent toched this site in awhile
not that i dont like it maybe im the one in denial
not to go on any rants but its rough getting hurt
maybe ill never know until i lay under the dirt
but maybe i will i always keep that hope
that one day ill find that one who helps me to cope
not disown me or dislike me for who i am
im not claiming perfect but i am who i am
sometimes it hurts so bad i could hardly stand
but i guess standing up is part of being a man
growing up,wasnt easy for me
but im not here to ask for any pity party
im here to say im a good guy
and ill do the best i can
i wont be shy
not afriad to tell a woman how kind she can be
i dont look at the stars
they could be in front of me.
and everyday may be a short struggle
but i just gotta be careful who i let into my bubble
at the same time
whatever way it goes
like i said
i just wanna show
a good woman,that love exists
when you know its there,its hard to miss
but what is love
well some may not know
to me its not material
its something you show
when times get hard,you hold her heart
and kiss her with passion
when shes feeling dark
alot of things,are in disarray
but i just wanna reach out and say
today,i may not find what im looking for
but ill be here,ill open that door
leave an extra option.
and just in case
it might be you i think of,
when i awake.:)

what do you think of my profile....anything i should add or would make me stand out well...any input is appreciated..:)

Christmas Shoes-I think Its NEW SONG...Makes Me Cry...:(

confused as to why im here...haha..:)

checkin in from augusta area...:)

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hey im from Maine,US.any Ladies interested in me let me know...:)i love to write poetry,fish,and have an open mind....;)

thats a beautiful poem...:)..i like it..short sweet and potent

ok folks..so theres a girl in my life i really like..but i dont think its gunna work out.its really hard rite now becuase shes seein someone else,but loves me at the same time.i write poetry,but i also rap/sing....heres the lyrics to a song i just wrote and recorded over the beat..."Feel it in the air"-By Beanie Sigel.

its Called...Hero (Image Fading)

damn sometimes you wouldnt believe it
but if i could say it to your face,hopefully you would need it
i can see us, side by side
loving one another till the day we die
but the horizons lookin mighty shy
and its killin me inside i cant lie
youre the only girl,id ever break myself for
just know,if you close that door
truth is,there aint no comin back
for me or for you,i dont know how ill react.
when im with you.i see all the good in things
when youre away,rain causes more pain than i can sing
so i best bring,some kinda closure to what wont happen
i do have talent, but this aint just me rappin.
this is me.tryna say something to you.
you dont know how good i can do.
my heart is much bigger than an "i love you"
i can show you this world of dreams
and even thogh it aint as easy as it seems
i can be your hero,i can breathe into your dreams.
i can be inside you,we can be as one.
i sware to god ill fight this
ill try until ive won
i can give you everything
i can take away your pain
but if you walk away from me
you wont have anything to gain
i dont want drama,but truth is i hate to say it
that guy,hes an obsticle in my way and
no matter how much i try to break my neck
you cant see to me,its he who will not let
you are blinded by him,not saying you are wrong.
im just telling you how i feel,forever and a day
just know even if i love you,the wounds wont heal today
maybe not tomorrow,maybe not a week from now.
i refuse to let them.i deserve to suffer and bow.
bow down to my knees,and forever i can see.
the day you love me fully or walk away, ill meet my destiny.

thanks man....i really appreciate the warm welcome......thanks

Thanks Alot...its kinda cool they have a forum like this...lets peole talk better than a chat room...:)

i second alot of this music youre talkin about man,Skillet is actually one of my favs,and althogh im not of the christian religion,i LOVE christian rock.....even hardcore bands.....
1.Skillet

2.Underoath

3.Bullet For My Valentine

..i just moved here,but i already know portland is the place to be...

Some people have been here awhile.i respect that,no hate or denial.
but New people come here new every day.and i think the deserve a chance to say,hey whats up,youre sweet how are you,alot of people dont judge,but some people do.this isnt the first time ive tried a site like this...but if you dont try...youll never know what you missed.so about me,im funny and outgoing,if i care for someone i tell them,if it goes further i start showing.yes im a poet,and im very proud of it,im only 20 years old,but have a good heart and i show it.my name isnt important yet,but you can call me Art,if youre interested in my poetry,let me know,thats a good start,and if you start to like me,well i just might like you,but if you never tell the person,they'll never have a clue.