It's about damn time I ran across another Arkie on here....I thought I was all by myself on this planet!

Boozer is only a screenname...I AM battling alcoholism..but if you would've come home & seen the way your spouse was killed the way my wife was killed, you'd be an alcoholic too. I'm not jumpin' anybodies case here, but this ****'s drove me crazy. I'll admit to you guys...I've been so damn depressed...I have'nt worked in a year, I snap at others for little things....My wife is dead because the decision that I made sent her over the edge. And now..I'm down to makin' up reasons not to eat a bullet myself..Thanksgiving night I dreampt about her, & she was pissed guys..she made me feel it. Now christmas is around the corner and I don't know how the hell that's gonna turn outYa know, I tell this to alot of people, and even Vietnam vets can't believe it...Man, if anybody's got any suggestions, I'll listen to em' cause I'm out of ideas..

I'm preparing to endure a second holiday season after losing my wife to suicide, it's too hard....

Well, good morning

<----Lives by Beaver DAM

That was excellent, Reptile....That one made me cry..I don't care if you're the one that wrote it or not...you get a salute from me.

Hello to the U.K.!!!

I lived in Great Bend, Ks. for 11 yrs. The most exciting thing that ever happened was the flood in the early 80's.....I just got back from visiting there yesterday evening...god, that place is so bare...

Deal me in!

<----- lived in Arkansas for 21 yrs.

<---- battling alcoholism

...never had kids of my own

...be a prick if I didn't...What's up?

Libra.....all the way!

For a Star Wars thread, that was pretty good....

"Don't make me de-pants you!"-Vadar

Kiss me...in my pants!!!

Grind...in my pants!!

Yup..depression's a *****!

hmm...

"Yes this is my truck, no I will not help you move"