I recently got my heart broke..and had to block his calls to boot..still cant figure out if he was a mistake or not..may never

well mostly I do know what I want..On life,from myelf,in a man or from a man..I try to understanding..kind patient..all that ..but I can only take so much..as anybody..So when I finally get enough.And take a stand..thats when I become the Bi*ch..so to speak..I can take & a lot.listen to a lot..let a lot roll off of me..like it didnt happen was never said.ETC..but hey..those days are done..i will no longer settle for anything less then what I want & who I'm searching for..Ihave plans,dreams,hopes,all that >.and I plan & pray to see that as many of the come true as possible..

i nver come 1st to you..
you care more of what others/your family think..then what i do
U let your girl run your life. and what u do..
Never there when I need u..blah blah..all from the same a-hole..
he had issues..to say the least..worse fits then any 5year-old..

rain last night ,sleeting now possible snow later..lol tennesse wether 4 ya

me I was here..

well I like tennesse here where im at..but will always want to be close to my family..but not sure off had,,love the ocean,also the country & the mountains/hills..so well if i ever lucky enough to move.. i believe the perfect place will come up..and i do believe thaat will happen one day ..and soon to

aw you know it baby..lol

they r right its them not u, i get mostly that men think I have some1..when I dont..or the fear of rejection..
One of my favs is i alwyas weanted to talk to U but...? what ever they thought. would say to turn them away for 1 reason or another..haha.. just think maybe it wasnt meant to be then..Its hard for me to take the 1st step..but at times I do try..saying hello..or something never hurts..

Love Is The slowest Form Of Suicide

thats wonderful..

yes a hand full of ppl..i'm loved most of the time anyway

I miss the 1 .whos face i cannot see..may sound funny..but he holds the secert(s) to me somehow..that even I cant explain..well it will sound funny to some..ive had the same dream 4 the past 3 years .. powerful..no words can explain it..when i have the dream.. it recurrs wow i'm not sure .,,more then i even count anymore..never 4-get the 1st ime i had it though...like reaching out/safe..

well hes out there ..just have to wait..and he will come

vodka shots ,hell just give me the bottle with the wek i have had..

well maybe but i dream of 1 i can feel touch even smell at times..hear his voice..but never his face.,.had the waking dream ..but ht face always eleudes me..its not meant for me to see yet..but i have the other clues..u take control of your dreams just as u would ur own life..its all right there' just what u do with it is your choice..

hello all Over here

Aw sleep per chance to dream..

i have had several dreams in my life come true good & bad..I've learned to keep most to myself..But thats just me.. If I feel or see the need I tell a few that I trust..or maybe who I feel it involves..At times i can have some sort of control over them ..now thats a neat lil trick..lol..most can though..those "waking dreams"once u realize whats happening.. try to firgue what the message is..

well I'm only 4ft 9 in so lordy I hope not..

wow I remeber a lot just cant recall the names..lol
dead strar assembly..LOve them they still rock. think they were around then..

2 songs are playing over & over in my head ..
Snuff- Slipknot

walk away- five Finger Death Punch

pretty kewl