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Tue 10/22/13 11:51 AM

I think they are


Wow. If I was as good-looking as you, I'd never be single :)...........er, sorry. Well it was just a compliment. :heart:

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Tue 10/22/13 11:32 AM
Some women do it, too. Let's not pretend women are more superior or innocent. They can be just as bad.


If the actions don't match up with the words, then you have your answer.

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Tue 10/22/13 11:26 AM



Has there been an earthquake in the UK?
Got a nudge from a bloke in Oxford, Scotland?


Not that I know of. Well, no cups or plates have fell and smashed. I felt one once, a long time ago. The whole house shakes.

Oxford is in London.

:)
Nah there was another earthquake. Oxford, is just outside Belfast and Glasgow, is now 1 of the Canary Islands!! Happy days if it was though? laugh


laugh. Hey, the world's turning to shite, so why not? Sorry. I have really dark humor at times.

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Tue 10/22/13 11:23 AM
Don't you hate it, when you see someone and instantly feel attracted to them, then you walk into a lamp post? slaphead

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Tue 10/22/13 11:19 AM
Why would people think they're a minority?


Just for the record, the whole fun of hanging out with me, is that you never know what I'm thinking. biggrin

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Tue 10/22/13 08:58 AM

@ Rawrr Girl, yeah, easy to get sucked in. Really s*x if they just bugger off without saying anything. Hope you're not too upset about it flowerforyou flowerforyou



Thanks :) Not to sound uncaring, but if I only chatted with him for those few days, it's hardly worth feeling upset about. He chose to run off and not return. His choice.

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Tue 10/22/13 08:52 AM
*censored*

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Tue 10/22/13 08:47 AM
Well now, that's your own fault for running off. You told me you were glad to find me, as according to you, some women take too long to put out, these days, so you found my profile refreshing and honest. Well now that you've ran off, you'll have to find another woman willing to put out early in a relationship. I'll move on.

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Mon 10/21/13 07:38 PM
Thanks for judging me. I couldn't be more grateful if I tried. ohwell

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Mon 10/21/13 07:34 PM

come on mom


mom?

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Mon 10/21/13 07:25 PM

Wow! Thank you all for the responses and suggestions! It is truly appreciated. flowerforyou

First let me clarify that I would NEVER commit suicide! EVER! I think about it every damn day, yes, but only because I can't stand living like this, but I would never go to that extreme. Suicide is nothing but a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I would never do that to the people that care about me. Plus I have too much to offer this world! :tongue: laugh

Secondly I have applied for medicaid and disability. Denied for both. Apparently I shoulda been a crack addict, an illegal alien, or a baby's momma with 5 kids by 6 different baby's daddies to qualify for medicaid. As for govt disability, no go because I don't have medical documentation to prove the injury. I explained I didn't have insurance or money to get medical help, that's why I was applying (DUH!) and they sent me to their doc. I was psyched, thought I'd be getting treatment, would get fixed and return to work before needing to actually be on disability. Trouble was that their doc did nothing for my injury, just made sure I was breathing which apparently disqualifies you for disability! grumble

The not working and being dependent on my man is what has me in a tizzy. If I could work, I absolutely would! I'm not above working at Taco Bell but how do I go to an employer and say I would be a valuable, dependable employee when I can barely walk or pick up my arms much of the time? Take care of others? I can hardly take care of myself! You have no idea how hard it is to ask somebody to pull up your underwear for you after you shower because you can't bend over! Or maybe you do and I'm just the only one that feels like a total loser for it! I've never been so physically helpless. Mentally I am bull! laugh but when the body can't/won't do what I want it to, my mind starts getting all funky on me. Fast forward through 10 months of funkiness and here I sit, typing my crap for y'all to see 'cause I just don't know what else to do. frustrated

Finally, yes, I am blessed to have found this man that takes care of me. I am blessed that I have the garage, and that I have my dog still, and that people here try to help others who need it. I thank you all, seriously THANK YOU! for listening and offering suggestions. I will do my best to make the best of a bad situation. I will overcome this or learn to live with it better, but I just wish the tides would hurry up and shift. I do what I can around here, I try to cope with the pain (no meds John...I wish I had them! I'd be able to do stuff at least, like pull up my underwear! And do NOT tell me to go commando young man! :tongue: ) but it doesn't seem like that's enough. I don't want to exist. I want to live, to live like I used to live, to do what I used to do, and to really enjoy life again. Seems so far away right now.

But hey, how about them Red Sox?! :banana: bigsmile laugh




No problem. There are really friendly people on here. Much friendlier than other forums I won't mention :)

I'm just kinda peeved, as just because you're not some drug addict with six children, that loan companies won't lend you any money. Maybe you could go to Citizens Advice Bureaux. I got myself this really adamant therapist, once. He used to write letters to certain companies and to my dr, explaining that he'd take them to court, if they didn't take my situation seriously. It's hard to find a therapist that willing to help out, but hell, he was worth salt. He defended what he thought was right. He stuck up for me. Did a lot of stuff for me. I'd advise being selective when it comes to choosing one. I think he could tell I wasn't doing well. Glad you're not going to off yourself. flowers

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Mon 10/21/13 07:07 PM
Thought someone was trying to break into the house, because I heard banging. I took my earphones out of my ears, and realized it was thunder. slaphead

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Mon 10/21/13 05:22 PM

@ Rawrr Girl, yes we did conversate :) Not on a daily basis, but regularly.



yeah. I get how you're feeling right now. I've been e-mailing back and forth with a guy, for the last few days, but he hasn't been in touch yesterday, or today. I should probably just forget him then. Seems he was only wanting to talk and then dissapear. He could have at least told me he was leaving the site, but did he? No. So bye bye to him. ohwell

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Mon 10/21/13 02:17 PM
Sometimes you can't control who you're physically attracted to. A few times I've looked at some men thinking "I would" ;) lol

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Mon 10/21/13 01:58 PM
Yes. You have to have faith in it, though. Otherwise you'll think it doesn't. I know because I've experienced it.

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Mon 10/21/13 01:53 PM

Nows it's time to let the lessons and healing begin for everyone.

Life throws us a lot of stuff and can really play with our minds, but thank God we have that voice inside of us that is always there, always speaking softly and never leaves. Sometimes we try to shut it off, or cover it up, but it's still there ready to give us the straight line.

How many times we (I) get off the path thinking maybe there is a short cut only to find comfort when I finally return to myself and my spirit.

peace kiddo, good to see you P



LOL, Rawrr "your too cute for words"


MG, How are ya? drinker. Sorry that i forgot to e-mail you. It's just that situation with my biological father has been on my mind a lot. Hope you're doing good.

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Mon 10/21/13 01:50 PM


Did you both conversate enough, first? Just wondering
Funny no such word as CONVERSATE get a dictionary


For a godly person you're sure quick to insult people on these forums. You do this a lot. And actually 'Conversate' IS a word. It means 'Talk'. I don't have conversations with a dictionary in my hand. However, you probably do.

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Mon 10/21/13 01:41 PM


Did you both conversate enough, first? Just wondering
Funny no such word as CONVERSATE get a dictionary


get a life

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Mon 10/21/13 01:34 PM
Sorry that you're going through this. flowerforyou. I think you and his wife should become best friends, and both tell him to bugger off, and tell him to go find someone stupid enough to date him. Then both close the door on him, and go party :)

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Mon 10/21/13 11:51 AM
You're not humiliating yourself. And if you feel you're going to break down, don't be afraid to. If you do, well, it's better out than in. This sounds like an emergency. Suicidal thoughts can keep coming back, but I think you know that, given that's how you once felt. It's too easy to put on a happy front, but I suggest not doing that, if you're truly not happy. Suicidal thoughts never fully leave, but you will eventually learn a way to lessen them. You'll be doing yourself a big favour by phoning a helpline. J.m.o

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