well if any help go out meet few friends sit with tub ice creams in front of you tv untill day ends . Wake up enjoy your day don't pass her a moments thought as there's someone out there more deserving of you .

My last post didn't all get time to fit in so best wishes bud .

hmm for a minute I was under impression you were both actually within a relationship .Alright I read someone else saying she was 18 read your story interesting .

I think everyone really likes the thrill the excitement of the chase or feeling wanted however at such a young age could be she is playing a game to see how you work . As for being furious or appologising well I'm not all that sure now . If someone shows emotion of displayed anger it's really kind of put of isn't it although I'm not saying that your wrong in doing so maybe couldve chanelled it alternativly .

Young people as many older like myself lead very full life at times I've been known to cancel bit only through real dire emergencys .Having you go out few times and taking upon yourself demonstrates your own mind which is good you think for self maybe let heart lead your way,I think she mustve been special for you to do all that you stated likes hat off to you .

Think you've just had your first taste of a player though .

That's three times now remember your valuable lesson LOL .

You may have heaps of fun with the free and young bit older are more certain of whom they are and where they would like to be .

Once the minds made up that's it they stick to it regretably or not .

It's unfortunate my friend though I'm in agreement with few here
Move on let the thought of her disipate along with your sad memory of her .

You appear to have been played forget of her someone else will come along that deserves you .

In future however even when mad channel differently knowone likes to see or feel threatend .
I do really understand as to why you fealt like that though and if your feeling guilt n if it helps you move on
From this choice is yours to send her an appologie . It's 2009 bud even SMS or mail her just

Looking at someone wheather for a smile or just to look what do you really see ?,Alright it portrays a certain kind of image at times good way or others negativly but it's not always about features really is it ?,Its just easier to relate to a happy glowing smile upon anyones face .Then your not looking any farther that's all that you do see a face .Maybe as usuall there's more much more to that person than eye can really see .So I feel being ignored is rude it could be approached differently hi do you have any more photos can you give me one with your shining smile maybe .We may forget to selfishness of our own needs that others do have feelings aswell.So in which case honey if they don't respond to your mail then it could be your looking in wrong direction .

What we seek from life isn't that simple to find though when you do embrace it it'll pay you back really kind .

Wish you all best x ;-)

Unfortunatly were now in a world of tech where no longer lonely hearts just fill within certain newspapers instead .
There is also more increasingly growing numbers of curious people that tend to join for other reasons than what the site is really created for.

Or indeed other sites.
Though we may be or get criticized for what some do due to selected few bare in mind there is others out there with same intensions as yourself .

Yes maybe be difficult to see at times however looks as though you now have a handle upon it now by your point of view.
My suggestion is you nearly block people that comment as such as you know there not for you LOL.
Or block if possible certain types from even making contact again your choice I wish you all best and take care you.;-)

I believe there is "One" ,Untill we've experienced heartache and pain time n time again with a few there no knowing if it'll be another or indeed you.
I think it's when finally we can't feel any pain with someone and they listen as well as speak or can't get one mear kiss from her tender lips subsided from our thoughts for hours or weeks .
Or feeling them in heart when your apart not being able to image any kind of possible future without .
It's when your with the one and you know that you may easily grow together .
Just that feeling of knowing you really belong together.

Weve had a few or many we have wander of what may be but how can we tell untill we meet and see .

However yes there's the one out there for you and everyone well for me I live hopefully .

Tbc ;-)

hmmm cheating ex well I feel there's always some sort of underlying issues within the relationship if that so .Then again does take two .Im sure at some stage in our journey we've all had our shared time of exes .We ask our selves a bundles of questions then the other for our answers as to why.Its only when we talk about things honestly & openly in which case if done earlier may not be case now. Trying to understand maybe it was a mistake and nearly upon a whim.anyway it's after we get our answers we think do we really love one another or was it mear lust or convenience.Or if you feel you may have a big enough heart to accept and go on .once isn't fine by any means but if again sorry it's time to let you go .
as for friendship why not it's not if your in anyway in it sexualy anymore again depends if the heart is big and strong enough to take.
Just as they have cheated doesn't mean we be bitchy and continue that way maybe some are just meant to stay as friends not lovers ,But that's another kind of story isn't it LOL.

You wish them well as you do carry on with your journey eventually there comes truth.
Then you realize past times was just a test so you may lead your life with one who's the absolute best .

Andrea bocelli

Time to say goodbye !

Alright not everyone cup of tea i understand LOL
However i find it really moving tbc ;-)

Within these tipe of sites some would say it's a living advertisement so sell yourself so to speak hehehe ,Alright not meant in any naughty kind of way LOL.
I believe just in being yourself write what you feel put up few pics that maybe be nice .
Place yourself In forums talk to others maybe get yourself a little more known .

Ah there's many suggestions to give it's the decisions you decide to take ,Anyway your hear now wish you well in what your looking .

Try keep optimistic there's someone out there for you maybe they've just not came across you as yet pay kind to patience love doesn't happen over night .

Tbc friend when you seek try keep it all in mind .

Best wishes
Kay ;-)

Alright this is about tweo lovers so sad and in love .
Though is it to be well for there sake heres asuming hopefully its not>Little sad i suppose then so is love at times really isnt it .
hope you all like . ;-)


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I thoght of her often.
tears of regret and sadness I do again.
I never thought I could let her go.

My baby , Is this goodbye ?
Is this goodbye ?

Our journey has been somewhat wild yet care free,we lived each day to be with one another so happily.

Though it must be our time,A time to face a new.

My darling I'll always remember you,I know that you may not understan just as yet,Though if its to be our paths will come full circle in the end.

Spread wide my baby expand your wings awide as I set you free.

Is this goodbye ?
Is this goodbye?

I cant help but feel maybe im wrong.
Though if you think about it weve been together so,My baby just maybe heartache wouldnt have been all that long.

Is this goodbye?

I told her as much as my pain was telling me different,If were to be together well i guess we will hear that same song,You know that one where our hearts beet together all night long .

Is this goodbye?
is this goodbye?

Few believe that you mearly live once.
Thus we take upon more chances.
Please understand that all I do is to make things right .

You ask me why dont I love you anymore ?.
I said yes !
Your reply then why let me go ?,
My baby to love is easy ,IM mearly easing you from any pain,Once you flee your likely to just forget all about me.

If you go and within time you come back to me then my love we obviously have an ajoining heart.

Is this goodbye ?
Is this goodbye ?

I held her not sure if id ever see her again that sunday afternoon,Her dampness saturateding my shoulder.
She turned back as she went upon her way and blew me a fasrewell kiss .

Is this goodbye ?
Is this goodbye ?

I try to shout out but only turns out be a mear whisper carryed within the wind.what i tryed to convey was well I suppose by now you really know but then again here it is so .

If you ever loved me or if I was ever in your heart I know within me at some point youll return to me,Where ill return to you with open arms and a bigger heart .

Is this goodbye ?
Is this goodbye ?

WEll again who knows as this is mearly
part one so i guess youll have to read next postings .

take good care out there .

;-)


Namaste...


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Awww that's rather sweet ,See where you were coming from .
Tgc of yourself
Kay ;-)

Altight this is really about a guy at work mailing his wife .Its really about the guy demonstrating his love and gratitude for all she has done .Well npthings to big nor small there is it when she has given
e you all like it out there as always tgc hope you are able to find someone from t
he few of many that's out there .

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You magically altered my whole life at a meat wink from your eye.
That I'll never be able to deny .

You took my soul & enabled me to rest.
Your more than treasure .
Your so much more than gold.

You can just never know what you have done for me .
At times you've maybe pushed & shoved though I understand now it's because you brought out the really best in me.
You really are an angel sent to be,Just like how you always take care of me.

When I'm with you I'll ahead not one drop nor any tear,Alright just maybe as well you know me.

Your caress from your such gentle touch has fleas all fear from me.
You've given me a life,This life I so cherish and accept so graitfully,it can't get any better than this then you go again and gaze inside then smile upon me.

It's so magical the whole thing that you've done you've cured me 'N' restored my faith .

Now my longlife hopes and dreams have came,This I realize this when I was loved and touched by an angel .

Now it's known I've fealt what I have known to be looking for,Its you I need in my life you and I nothing more.

Alright I'd love to talk all day ,You know it's not often I find myself without much to say.
Though I'm at work on my break,I better get back as I don't wish to lose out upon my hourly rate.I must bring home my pay otherwise we won't have a home then our children won't have a garden in which to be safe 'N' play.

So as I loath to leave you and have to go tell the children I love them now I must go .

Oh no wait it's your birthday how you thought it must be from me well think again take peek underneath our bed ,Ofciurse now I know what your thinking lovely but I have no shoes well wrong again .

Alright it's 4:30pm time for the bell to ring is it a surprise again? Ok I'm so you may answer door should be expecting mom by now let her in and do your hair your going out tonight and no I'm not yet telling where .

Hey there ,Thankyou for thee welcome.
Nice to see.hmmm I have yet another so I'll go write it shortly.
Its about the letting go aspect of one so in love . Tgc all .

here's a poem maybe it'll let you know little more about me .
I hide not from walls in front nor a mask that may cover my face .
I'm really open for you to see .

Alright here it goes .

I like the normal ,I think I may like bizzarre well who really know untill I find out who you are .
I'm laid back lad in touch with my feelings as self it would seem .

I'm easy going enlightened star.

In my years I've travelled near and very far .
I have either passed through or maybe recently I've visited to see just how you are.

Contented yet happy in my life and little self.

I'm indeed a happy wee soul.

At times it's not always been I confess .Though my future only knows best.
In mean time I live on my bubble and me.
Keeping out harms way and any sign of trouble.

That of wgich I have no objection to as sort.

We must accept that our fate or our destiny won't always await.
Though I find myself in no rush to date .

I like my life yeah I suppose it could always be better you know but it's mine and I'm happy .

Anyway as for love well were all made of different stuff .

I've had my share of heartache n pain we pledge never in long such to feel.

Although I'd rather and in no rush to find love just yet.
I have been burden free from pain that was given to me.

Thus so I'm ready once more to take upon a new,What may turn out to become a true.

If it turns out a lie well hey it's only part of me which dies that you take with you.

Looking for the one along the way holds much fun but nothing means more than gazing upon me holding me stating as to how much you love me more than it was yesterday.

As always tgc my love I know your out there somewhere .

Maybe it won't happen today nor tommorrow ,It could be months or years shall it be .

This will happen trust me ,Im not in any rush ,So let's take our time and key light within glow.

That way well understand each other and just ,maybe just ourselves will flow .

Best wishes to all seeking love.

When it happens love will show .

Thx guys for reading hope you enjoy .
It's just another place here in which I write .

Be well set your goals to achieve be the best that you can be .
Life at times maybe feel short it's just your not so happy LOL .

Alright tgc of you mean xxx ;-)

Oh gosh there goes my temp rise LOL.Hey thx for all welcoming you guys all have a fab evening .

Hey there lovely people ,
Just then noticed there was forums here LOL OMG love to write .
Anywaaaaayyyyyy I'm Kay you may find I have lots to say so if you don't mind at all hehe.

Alright this is rather short obviously by looks way I'm keeping for now just wanna say hope you all have fun.
It's never to late no matter what stage we find ourselves in life love is always around .

It's a nice place hope at some point to meet others with like mind or heart around so untill then time to take my leave .

Take care of yourselves .

Best wishes

Kay x ;-)