NO you want a trained show DOG!

As long as there are people willing to rape, torture and enslave others to gain power and wealth, there will always be National Guard Soldiers standing in the way trying to protect the innocent. My brothers and I are willing to stand an fight (yes and even die) so women and children are not enslaved and tortured by pseudo religious fanatics who believe they are good for nothing but as sex toys and manual labor. We go to war so you can express your opinions on the internet. The woman of Iraq and Afghanistan can not even go outside their houses without fear of molestation and persecution. We are changing that, so pray for us and the human beings we are fighting for.

HA HA HA HA... does that really even exist?

Anyone interested in having a 5th of July party? Bring your steaks to grill on the BBQ and any leftover fireworks. There is a Texas hold-em tournament at 6pm just down the street. We could go in an take over the place. Post back if your interested. By the way I have a Fire pit not a BBQ. I will teach you how to Rough it grill. Its on the east side near SE122 and Foster

Are you able to talk to them? If so then Ask them what they like to do with their free time. then find something in there you can use and offer to help them with it. Be attentive and helpful. Offer to change a light bulb or their car oil. You look like you can handle a ratchet so make yourself useful. then offer take them to the race. It seems like this is an important part of your life so she better enjoy the races too or your wasting your time. The best way to break the ice is to get information and use it....

Don't worry its a small river and I know how to swim good....MUhahaha

If asked...She says she does... she just doesn't offer it. I once got sent to Alabama with the military for 9 months and she didn't call me once for the first three months. I had to call her. Then I found out she did not even know my cell number. I can tell you this. She doesn't know my work number now. They were in Germany on fathers day and I didn't get a call. I am pretty sure she just wants me around because its safe for her.. I take good care of my family... I'm just wondering if my family will ever take care of me. My biggest fear is if I leave her then I will lose any chance I have to be close to my kids.

Hi call me Carry... I am here in Portland Oregon looking for friends to spend the summer with. Check out my profile to learn more about me. Are you local to the Area? Post a quick note her so we can view your profile.... Maybe we can all get together on a weekend in a "Safe" setting with no expectations except to meet and mingle...

I suppose its an option. Just a really crappy one. i don't want to leave my kids. As fro 50/50. I suppose that is what I would have to do. Unfortunately I am the only one who works so I don't think I would ever get to see my kids. I've been thinking about building a "mother in law" shack in the back yard and moving into it. OR maybe parking an RV out there. The biggest problem is she hasn't worked in 12 years and i don't think she could support herself with out me around paying the bills and I can not support two households. I sound kind of whiny don't I. LOL

So here I am. Ive been married going on 19 years. I have three kids and pretty much am ready to throw it all out the window. Only one problem. If I leave my kids in her hands I am not doing them any good and if I take them from her I am doing a worse evil. She is not mean or crazy, she is just not in love with me. She doesn't like to hold my hand or sit next to me when we watch TV. If I try to be near her she does not pull away, she just sits there. Frankly I think she is indifferent to me. Now I have decided pretty much that divorce is out of the question so. We are separated now that she has taken the kids to Germany for the summer but when she comes back in August i don't want to be with her anymore. anyone have any Ideas?

Because you are letting fear control your actions. It is easy. Just walk up to the next guy you meet and say hello. Don't look for the prettiest guys and don't worry too much about finding someone this week. Just start by saying hello to everyone you meet. Nothing will be more scary or more exciting than that 10 seconds after you commit to the conversation. You will be disappointed most times and pleasantly surprised few times, but somewhere in there you just might find someone special.