Personally, JMHO, while yes i am attracted to physical attributes, such as eyes, smile, teeth, etc. I am not attracted to a man until after he speaks to me. Looks are great and all, and i know what i like in the looks department, but if he can not hold himself in conversation i get bored. Also a hard working man is attractive to me. It shows pride in himself and the goals he wants to achieve. Work ethics can show you how dedicated someone is to everything in life. I maybe young, but i found this to be true in both of my past relationships.

maybe, meow. I purr for you.

Thank you hun! Depression is always a creative emotion for me. Im so emo! Ha

On the floor curled up in a ball,
I hear the Silence fill the air.
The laden breaths so far away,
I fear its to late to save you from the shame.
You burned a hole in my soul,
Filled the hole with hatred and blame.
Leaving nothing but the bitter anger behind.
Wanting to feel the true depths of love,
Never believing the existance is true.
How can you feel when your empty inside?
I fear thats all you left behind.

Beautiful torment upon my soul,
Fills my eyes with tears of sorrow.
You were my love with such disgrace.
My heart, ripped from its protective cavity,
Thrown upon the ground with such malice shame.
Leaving me empty with the painstaking blame.
You walked away without a trace,
Yet you stood beside me everyday proving me a fool of false loves embrace.

This is my first original work, from a creative side anyway. Feedback always welcome. :-)

Never a dull moment or in search for a laugh when little johnny strikes.

I try to use my intelligence every now and then. My brain has become a skull full of jelly since i was hired at walmart. Can you say hi welcome to walmart how are you today? Did you find everything you needed? Your total comes to..., thank you have a good day/evening/night come back and see us. Ugh. Lol

I may be sleepy but that is when i do my best thinking. Thanks

My mind is racing. Every now and again I get on a quotes binge. Vicariously living through other words you know. And I stumbled across a couple of them and figured I would share. Maybe you heard them maybe not, I am still posting them.
Mother Teresa said, "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." I am learning alot about myself as my life goes on. In a short amount of time I have found this to be true. A majority of young people my age spend so much time judging others that they forget they need to live and experience life. They one day maybe old and regretful of the things they do or didn't do today. We are all different people with different needs. I may not love you but who is to say I can't like and respect who you are? Which brings me to my second quote. Poet and philosopher, Henri Frederic Amiel said, "Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves." I know it says women but this also applies to men. Search to find the person that cares for you for who you are. Don't dwell on those who don't. You may miss the person who you are supposed to be with if you don't at least strike up a conversation. And profiles only say so much. Don't let a few words and a most likely bad picture taken on a whim deter you from asking. You might only find a friend, you might not have anything in common, but at least you can say you tried. Who knows you might even find your true love.

Oh, and by the way I'm wearing the smile you gave me.

Ok so i totally looked this up. And it goes:

Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth-
For your love is more delightful than wine.
Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes; your name is like perfume poured out.

And then later in chapter 3 this is my favorite and completely represents us as a whole:

All night long on my bed, I looked for the one my heart loves; I looked for him but did not find him. I will get up now and go about the city, through its streets and squares; I will search for the one my heart loves; so I looked for him but did not find him.

Very beautiful if you ask me. JMHO.

I dont have that problem, i give my whole heart to any relationships. I am the type who will go without so someone else can have what they want or need. Im not a push over though. I know how to say no. But my heart is open to everybody that enters my life. Is my problem that i care too soon, maybe?

How many of us out there are afraid to get back into or even into a relationship? I know i am. Not for lack of trying thats for sure. I have a problem with giving my whole heart upfront and then having it broken again and again. I never have understood why the one thing that most people strive for is the most painful thing we can encounter. I want to be in love. But I dont think the person that needs my love is in my area or state for that fact. I like to have my cards read to me, but everytime i do my future always seems to be dark like failure is all i am destined to have. This freaks me out what if i am never to love again? I doubt that but its always playing in the back of my mind.

I have to say you have i valid point. Some if not most of us are too concerned with trying to find someone, that we forget we have to make friends with someone before we attempt to have a relationship with someone. Friendship seems like such an over looked relationship.
My best advice to you about being shallow, at least try to have a conversation with someone before you judge looks. While you may not be physically attracted to them you may find other things in common. And having shared interests can lead to a great and maybe lasting friendships. You wont be lonely during you search for the right person for you. I have some really attractive friends on and offline. Good luck to you in your search.

Ill offer. I like a good accent.

There are a lot of guys like you out there. I applaud you for saying so.
Anyway for my 2 cents. I have been married and engaged to smaller men. My problem i learned is not with my weight, its the fact that whenever i start talking to someone within a few days it seems that the guy is only interested in hooking up. I have confidence. It took me a minute to love my looks and accept me, but i had to remember, my grandparents and my parents were heavy people. Its in my genes. My mom had drastic surgery to lose weight and ended up with half of the weight she lost right back on. We all want love no matter our size, religion, sexual preference, etc. The entertainment industry has made it difficult for us to be accepting of people. But that seems to be changing. However a lot of women in entertainment are starting to say this is me take me or leave me. I am not changing for you. Ladies we need to stand up behind that whether you are big or small. We should just accept who we are. If someone doesnt stop and say hey to you its not always because of your weight. Maybe they are shy or blondes dont do it for them. Or you hold yourself wrong or there is something in your profile that you do or dont have thats is of importance to them. Its not always looks. Sorry if this is choppy or confusing im sleep deprived

I have i guy friend who is friends with a girl like than and he made the mistake of sleeping with her now she really wont go away and she wont leave either plus she wont let him other friends that are girls they all get sacred away. The girl is crazy then tries to be sweet to your face.

Ill go to church with ya. I live an hour away from you though. Not to bad though. Maybe if i still lived in pell city.

Lucky by jason meraz and colbie callet
Im yours by jason meraz
Our prayer by charlotte church and josh groban all beautiful songs