The most beautiful and ugly thing in life, is uncertainty itself..A saying I've made up and believe to the core...it's hard to change the way u feel when ur sad, anything u enjoy, u end up wishing u just had someone there to enjoy it with...

Things in life often come towards you when your not looking for it, when you stop caring about it...just like when ur looking for a stupid pen u seen the other day when u didn't care about it, but when u want it or need to use it, it aint there...[at least for me things work that way almost all the time...even finding a job was that way].

you'll never know whats on the next page of ur book of life...hang in there...you'll find a lucky star sooner or later..

seriously, it's best to be zen sometimes huh? If I'm gonna die, it aint like I can stop it from happening by thinking about it...or....can I DUN DUN DUN!!!!

jk...

No matter how much I think about stuff, it doesn't change my life, I'm kinda stuck in the human "condition" of living...worrying about bills, where I'm gonna live, whats gonna happen in the next 10 years, etc...sometimes I feel like life aint supposed to be lived this way, and sometimes I feel like all that stuff exists to occupy and satisfy our ego...make us feel important..when in reality..the only reason we're alive might be just to carry on our own existence...the possibilities are endless, thats not really what I believe but..it has crossed my mind before

but I'm a proud human being I guess...human beings are creators...and what we do...is create our own reason for existing, and no one can ever take that away from us

Supposedly there is a planet that is either going to collide with earth or come close to colliding with earth, and supposedly it has happened once before which caused the happening of Noah's arch [supposedly]. The planet is called Nibiru..I forgot a lot of the details..but in some pyramid or somethin they found these really really old tablets that had the solar system already figured out, planets we barely found out about not all that long ago were already written down in tablets long long ago...and an "extra" planet was in there with a really strange orbit abnormal to all the other planets, its rotation actually causes it to either come close to, or actually hit other planets..I think there is a planet that is tilted, and scientist believe according to its orbit Nibiru is what caused the planets tilt.

I just think in the next few years a lota trippy stuff is gonna happen, and the hidden technologies are going to become presented to us but not sure if it's going to be used for war or peace..stuff like anti-gravity and anti-inertia capable vehicles and energy that won't pollute the earth..altho all that relies heavily on the higher powers...which of course for the most part....are run by greed...

anyone ever hear about "the disclosure project"? pretty crazy stuff....not really specifically linked to the end of the world..but I noticed some people talking about ufo type stuff and space stuff...its really interesting if you find the vid on "the disclosure project"

If I got any of my facts wrong, sry about that and feel free to correct me, just givin my opinion and what I've read the past few years

and yea, all this can be B/S, but theres nothin wrong with givin an opinion

not sure if someone said this yet, its not from a movie tho but I love this quote!



"Trying is the first step towards failure" -Homer Simpson

Idk if anyone has said this movie, but that movie that came out not to long ago called "The ruins" or somethin like that...was freakin HORRIBLE!...I'd say why but in case someone actually wanted to see it and hasn't yet I don't wanna spoil it...I can't believe I actually paid to see it 2`! =[

and if someone did mention it, my bad, too many pages to look through

aw man! that must have been tough! I got a buncha diff stuff in my room...lol..anime stuff, G I joes, 2 wolverines fighting a zangeif lol some minimates, its cool collectin stuff..have u ever heard of this dude who calls himself jin soatome? he customize's toys and either keeps them or sells them on ebay...he sells some for like 400 bux man! well not initially but the bids go that high sometimes, u can find his stuff on google on his site, it would be sweet making a living like that.

http://www.jinsaotomesdangeroustoys.com/

It's worth a look, not really anime stuff there but I'm pretty sure there are some marvel and dc fans up in here 2, he made some misc stuff as well like halo figures and stuff

I've seen paranoia agent, it was pretty weird but I never got really into it

yea, some people have certain tastes in anime, also some people dislike certain anime because so many others like it, its almost like how music was when I was in highschool when people would walk around saying bands sold out cuz they were played on the radio lol

does anyone else' room up in here look like a toys R us?

I think that we are capable of so much more than what we are showing right now...Being that young...its almost like everything is connected, it's intact, untampered with..as you get older and you learn, your mind adapts to things and your mind begins to grow, although spiritually I believe there comes a diconnection...

This is just how I think...but I believe that humans have 2 key components...they have their mentality..using their mind, and spirituality..and sometimes..they link together..giving people unimaginable abilities...I don't think we're taught the right way to link to our spiritual awareness...I used to go to church 3 times a week...and that never ever made a difference in my life...in fact my life was horrible back then...I felt as if I was being taught to close my mind, my heart and soul and to stop learning and growing and adapt to 1 specific thing...I have a brother whom it works for tho...I believe "Religion" acts as a major function in our lives for some people, it's how they get through the day..but I just believe theres much more we're capable of...

I don't really believe in 1 specific thing anymore, and my beliefs might even sound bizarre at times..it's kinda like I have 2 beliefs that clash with each other, 1 gives me a reason to live, and 1 gives me no reason at all.

Theres a caution to being able to see certain things in the world we normally can't see tho...its almost like a rule..Once you see, they also see

sweet! a place to talk to people about anime! I'm pretty big on anime...I couldn't go to AX this year tho..really sucked but theres always next year.

Hellsing - vampire lovers will love this, everything is cool about this anime, this ones my all time favorite...I haven't watched the ultimate OVA editions tho, well only the 1st 2 episodes

Bleach - I think this anime is pretty sweet, its prob my fave right now, when it sticks to the storyline it can really get twisted, right now its on fillers and it does kinda suck, especially when they create a cool new lookin character that's just gonna die

Naruto/shippuden - this anime is sweet to, the fan base has grown huge, but just like other anime, when it stix to the storyline its' really good, the fillers are just horrible to watch...I think there is like over 100 eps of fillers for this one.....


Hajime no ippo - sweet ass anime about a kid that learns to box because he gets tired of getting picked on in school..its pretty damn sweet, its really in depth in the character development (how the kid improves over time)

Berserk - sweet anime!! sword slingin great..I like the dark artwork

if I keep typing eventually everyones eyes will get tired, but these are the first few that come to mind, any other anime will be some I watched like a long ass time ago like robotech and dbz.

other than that and normal tv..i watch the ultimate justice league cartoon...that cartoon is pretty damn sweet

I just started a job workin 8pm-6am or later...sorta like construction work....so far..damn..work has been pretty damn tough, id say I work 9 hours of the 10..it might be the nite time thats killin me tho, idk..

I thought this movie was sweet! Nothin to really complain about, It had it's funny moments 2, so it was pretty cool. If you went at the right time, certain parts felt like a "crowd" experience, where everyone loox at each other and either laughs or says "oh ****" lol.

super strength

super speed

flight

and able to breathe in space [I have no idea what kinda super power that would be called, but it would be sweet checkin out what the Universe had to offer lol]

theres 2 many powers to choose, but those would be my tops

certainly felt like it, I didn't actually c anything tho...it felt like whatever the hell was there causin my body to act the way it was, didn't want me to-or wouldn't allow me to see it

I got a pretty big fear of drowning, paranormal stuff really trips me out, but I've had some major bad experiences with them.

Even if you really wanted to forget everything, you can't forget your memories. If you like the stuff, I say just keep them and keep on using them. If it really bothers you, the shoebox idea is pretty good...I've done that b4 but some day ur gonna end up stumbling onto all that stuff again anyways tho, ur reactions always just gonna rely on ur mindset at the time and where ur at with your life.

Scars look horrible when you first look at them, give them time and they blend in with your skin a little better..

I think it would be good if people would include in their profile that they're currently talking to someone already, at least that would give some kinda reason as to why they don't respond to you when all you're doing is saying hey, you seem like a cool person and I thought I'd say hi.

No response kinda leads a person to think...damn...am I really that bad or what?...

...I hate havin the bluez...thats not really the reason..but just thought I'd add that...cause too many people don't get responses and got no clue why, of course negative thoughts are always the first to jump out

I just bought my friend the best gift I've ever bought, a hero clix warthog with a red masterchief and green masterchief in it! damn thing was expensive, and I've never seen it anywhere b4, I hope I don't get fired for buying it...it mighta been a pre-order item...oh well...was worth it for my friend..im normally exhausted as hell from work at this hour, but im so sycked about givin him the gift I'm hyper


...just wish my broke ass had some extra bonez to buy myself 1 too! lol...but 1 was the limit anyways

Sometimes, life isn't about the happy song you hear in the ending credits of you're life's film. Sometimes, life is about walking with your head up high, when everyone else would normally be walking hanging their heads down if they were in your shoes.

Life is about perseverance...to be strong willed..to carry on in the fight, when others give up. Give yourself credit, for the next breathe you take, when someone weaker, would have called it quits and threw in the towel by now. No one ever realizes the strength they have, it is they, who live a life of misery that set an example for others....because if they can manage to struggle and carry on with their heads up...why shouldn't the others be able to?

People who live in the shadows, will relish in the light, when it finally shines upon them, never taking things for granted like others...because life will taste so much sweeter..to a person who's never really lived..

I stare outside my window, for hours at a time, just lying in bed, thinking...I've accepted that not everyone has a happy ending in life, and I'm fine with that.

The most beautiful and ugly thing in life, is uncertainty itself...you never know whats coming next in life...that makes it worth living..

Don't sell yourself short...Life is always served with a bittersweet taste...but that little bit of sweetness...is what's kept you here this long..

I've been playing halo like all day lol

check this out, http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.splash&placement=games
if you haven't already seen it, some guy made like a real life warthog lol it's pretty sweet

play halo cloudy, its fun


my theory, is if you hate a game for no legit reason, it's because you suck at that game...(hence I used to hate halo, but now I like it) lol unless you've never tried it, online is definitely worth a try (halo 2) big team battle is fun 8 vs 8

yea theres a lot of hype, its crazy huh? they spend so much money, to advertise an already well known game, but hey I aint complainin, I got my mountain dew can with masterchief on it sitin on top of my tv =]

If you got a lazer pointer, turn off the lights and move it around, I'm sure you're cat will go crazy over that. or even a small flashlight.

or just get some shoe laces and drag it on the floor