I know a lot about depression. from experience and mania and crazy... i can say whats with me!!!

Ilove that word ....SINGLE.... but I dont know what to do with it!!!! I'm so ready I could blow-up!!

So true so true, anyway now how do I go from here?

stand-up comedy!! any kind and musicals....sssoooboring I am

I know its early but heres to you!!!

I'm from the western suburbs....Dupage.... love to type

hello, I would like to get back in here and type with people again i really need new friends and dates because I'm just finished with my divorce! so now I'm ready!~!!!!!!!!

Illinois law you need to get a temporary custody order in court til the
divorce is over. so this means that he/she has equal rights to the kids
and can take them any time!!!!! they can also take the kids and then go
right to court and file restraning order or even temp cusdody order Who
ever has posetion at time of filing. untill you get this filing for
divorce does not give you custody, or child support.

being bipolar is the highs and lows. If people come here to talk, we
cant say only the positive people can tell their story but if your
negative, get lost. some days i'm sssoo up i could fly and i can do
things i wouldnt normally do, and the same with the lows. ssoo low my
mind races with thoughts of not worth beans, and suicide thoughts too.
On top of all that, there are other problems, like stress, anxiety,
voices in some people(like me if i dont keep meds up) and constant need
of others to help. By the way Thank You for the help the last time when
i was down low! I am going thru a change in meds again and that is hard
to do without much emotion.

i'll pray for her family with all my heart and breath!

for everone and all who take this to the Lord in prayer....I thank
you... and will pray for you. that is my special gift. it is for others
that i can pray.

my lawer did file in court and my soon to be x was served on friday
afternoon about400pm with the papers. his threat came sat morning 821am

The story is in parenting forem but i ask for prayer here not for me but
for my daughters 10 and 12. as our battle to stay together starts.

oh boy was i right. he went balistic. and i still dont have any
answers. i know he was served friday right before the holiday weekend.
he is already threatening to get (take) my girls away. he dose lie easy
but i dont know what to believe. i dont think at 430pm he was able to
get a lawer like he sayson the friday before a holiday. if anyone know
Illinois law about him taking them for visitation when he threatens to
take them from me. i dont belive they will be able to come back. i
believe he would keep them. in the past 14weeks he has only given me
300$ and are aggrement was for 150$ per week. that started 11/2 years
ago but he allways gave me cash. he gave me nothing. i know that
childsupport ands visitations are separte and you cant hold the kids
back from seeing their father but i belive they and i are in danger....i
cant wait til tuesday when theoffices open again......help... someone
have any!!!!!! ideas..they would be ...welcome. i did deni them to go
with him and left to my brothers but i'm back home now......what if
anything can the police do?

Victoria.......

lulu, my first daughter was failier to thrive and I had to let a nurce
over see me for months because they thought i wasnt feeding my baby. she
was finally diagnosed with suck swallow reflux, wich means she couldnt
suck the milk into the back of her throte. what she would swallow she
would throw up. this became a living hell for me i tried sssoo hard,
even to easter seals and ray gramne. but they still took her for 1month
of life. and i couldnt understand why but thanks to health departement i
got her back quickly because i had help all over the place. why didnt
this couple do something? i had everyone all over my case!!! in the
first two weeks!!!

their is alot of people out there that cannot just change their minds
and be well. I'm happy it works for someone but, if I didnt have my meds
I probably be dead from those morbid thoughts, I was very creative with
my thoughts and doings.

your not alone. JSH is here and believe me there are enough people here
to boost your day! any time you need to talk im old hat about
depression, ilive it

stay away if possible but dont just brush of her requests for a hospital
stay. if she in trouble with herself, thats too important!(read down in
misc.) depession is real and a sickness!

Just be you and look around for something of interrest