So I wanted to take the time and re-write this. I recently moved from Seattle to San Antonio. I have wanted to move for as long as I can remember. I'm an old soul. I love the country and taking care of my man. I should have been born back in little house on the prairie days,lol with that said I'm now 41 and have only been in 4 long term relationships. I would love to be the stay at home wife and cook,clean and all that comes with it. Im also happy working as I have done my whole life. I'm looking for a partner not someone I have to pay for as well as the home duties. My last kiddo just left the nest and I'm not liking the empty house. I have a little 2lb puppy but need more :-) I have definitely had a run of bad luck since arriving in Texas like my transmission going out and my work transfer getting messed up leaving me waiting almost a month to start work :-) with all that I still have a positive attitude because I believe everything happens for a reason. I realize I miss having someone to share the ups and downs in life. These sites you tend to see all the best things about people but I like to keep it 100% if your gonna love me you need to love all of me not just the good :-) I'm not in to booty calls I'm just not programmed that way and although I have been on a couple dating sites. I tend to meet one or two guys that turn out horrible because they've lied or just want a booty call so I get discouraged and stop logging on for months. I sometimes just wanna scream " ARE THERE ANY REAL MEN LEFT?"lol I'm not a drinker but given the right mood I will :-) my first week here that's all I did prior to that I hadn't had a drink in over 5 years. I like to shoot guns,ride atv's, floating the river,football,movies well theres not much I dont like or wont try. I love to explore. I'm semi claustrophobic. I love rollercoasters but the farris wheel scares me. I have 3 amazing grown kiddos. I am not able to have kids anymore. I use to be a building manager for the federal reserve but switched to security so I could transfer anywhere in the world I want. I just had my first grandbaby and really want to go to Cali to meet him. I love to clean and learn. I have done allot in my years and I'm not afraid to get dirty. I was a laborer for 2 years, a union carpenter for 4 years, janitorial building manager for 10+ years, buffing,stripping(not my clothes,lol), waxing, carpet cleaner floor care for 6 years. Most my life I've held down 2 jobs. I am also certified in boom truck,fork lift and have my 40 hour welding cert. I put so much info about me because I really want someone to read this and like it if you have to second guess or are not sure why waste yours or my time cause let's be honest were not getting any younger. Oh I for the most part date older men as they seem to be more grounded. My last relationship, he was 7 years younger and a fireman so I took a chance and 4 years later he left because he said he was jealous of my kids leaving while I was at work taking everything we owned and cleaning out my bank account and overdrafting $600 and taking the phone back from my son he bought him and breaking it In front of him and laughing. I LOVE my family although there not close enough to visit daily so you must also be family orientated. Because I do expect family to visit both yours and mine. Hmmmm what else can I tell y'all... I'm shy at first. I'm not a great cook but I love cooking. I have a large Spanish family but I'm a white girl. Im not racist in anyway. I love to help people. God didn't bless me with big tata's so I wanna save for some,lol my kids must have got mine because they have plenty to share. I was married 17 years to the father of my kids and I'm still good friends with him and his new wife. I like big trucks but end up with little cars....okay I'm done. We'll see if anyone can handle a real woman thats completely 100%. With nothing to hide if you wanna know ASK....<3