I have 3 wonderful children and if that might bother you at some point sorry they are my babies and I cant nor would I wanna give them up for anyone. Fun loving woman that loves to laugh cut up and be silly with that special someone I havent found yet. Are you possibly him, if so email me I would like to talk and get to know a lil about each other and see if their is connection deeper than that good feeling of simple minded sex. It is actually great from the start and only gets better. Btw my shirt there says "love is like a roller coaster when its over you throw up" for any that might think its funny lol. (update) I have come to realize no matter what you type in this lil box most either dont mean what they say or they are hoping for that feel good feeling to make it happen for them or they are just really not being real when it comes to true feelings. so I wrote a lil something this morning at 3:13 am about true feeling of loneliness and not just settling for that feel good feeling means... "The Loneliest Bed" To wake or fall asleep in strong, yet, oh so gentle arms around you each day. Years have past since you felt that depth of peace, as you sleep in your lonelier than lonely bed. Waking each morning the same way you did yesturday, you feel your heart begin to pray. Walking through your daily routine, nothing, yet everything ever seems to change. The ache you feel with each beat of your heart, pains surge to the depths of your soul. Breaths you breathe in and out, you feel the loneliness upon your longing lips endlessly hang. Looking around, you see holding of hands, arms around waist, lips accepting tenderly, a kiss. Tears sting your swollen sad eyes, wishing that were you in that moment with your love. Sinking feelings deep in your soul, at that moment, understanding, what it is you truly miss. You turn away, moving ever so slowly alone, the long dreaded walk home. Asking the Lord, silently to yourself, Is this how your broken heart must have felt. Praying to no longer have to wake the rest of my morning's in the loneliest bed alone. Trace July 8, 08 3:13 AM Takin care of my 3 children alone. I live life to its fullest. Allowin God and my faith in him to guide me. Without him I wouldn't know what true love is and how it feels when you think you found it, then it is gone. Prayin it is in his will that I shall have a brand new kind of love one I haven't ever experienced before. I've probably never known what real and true feeling's between a man and a woman are. The way the good Lord intended for it to be. No I haven't truly found that yet.