I am a hurt broken man looking for an outside chance at something special, I am a big softy that's always helping others before myself, I am the kind of guy that would rather hold a girl tight than have s** cause it means more to me, I am looking to get smothered with love and affection cause that's the kind of special love I have to give, I am not interested in a materialistic relationship I could care less about money it's just painted paper real love comes from the heart, I am against women beaters and cheaters, I wanna give someone a special time as much as possible with candlelight dinners and candlelight milk baths and full body rubs, I am 35 years old and I have honestly only ever been held once on Christmas