ALL REALLY ****TY THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN HAVE....SEARCHING FOR A reason to be.... JUST AM TRYING TO GET OVER A CRAPPY DIVORCE WHERE I WAS DONE HELLA DIRTY...DONT EVEN WANT TO GO THERE RIGHT NOW...LOOKING TO REBUILD MY FAITH IN MANKIND BECAUSE IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY FROM ME RECENTLY....ANYWAY....ENOUGH WITH THE BAD STUFF...AM FINALLY AT THE POINT WHERE I AM TIRED OF SITTING IN MY ROOM HIDING FROM LIFE...I GUESS EVEN IF IT TURNS OUT BAD AT TIMES YA GOTTA LIVE IT....MY COUSIN CAME OVER THE OTHER DAY AND TOLD ME HE WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE HE WAS TIRED OF LIFE AND WAS TIRED OF BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF.....I REPLIED TO HIM "F$%&$%ING SHUT UP....STOP BEING A *****.....YOU HAVE TO STAY AND SUFFER ALONG WITH THE REST OF US...ITS NOT YOUR DECISION WHEN YOUVE SUFFERED ENOUGH!".....ANYWAY...MAYBE SOME TOUGH LOVE GOING ON BUT HE DID ABOUT AN HOUR LATER SNAP OUT OF IT AND STARTED DEALING WITH SOME OF HIS ISSUES!....AND LIFE GOES ON...