I'm going to ask that people who are ignorant on the issue of being trans, to not bother messaging me, I'm sick of idiots who think that I'm just "a boy who wants to be a girl" and hearing "How can you be lesbian if you have a d***". TLDR: if you're ignorant, don't message me. I'm going to go straight to the point this time around, I'm not particularly looking for anything local, though it would be nice, I'm looking for someone that I can relate to and has the same interests as me, honestly, I want another me. There's a lot of good qualities that I've found in myself that I've found lacking in others, at least qualities that I've found and wanted from others, that I personally have. In a relationship, I obsess over someone, I want to spend every moment and do everything with them, I want to call, I want to text all the time, I put my mind and focus on them, the feeling is never really mutual. That's one of the many things that I give in a relationship that I don't get back, and did I mention the want to make the other person happy? The effort? I could go on and on. Frankly I think that most people on here would be garbage, and rather generic for me to say the least, most people have me feeling like I'm being pushed in a direction that I don't want to go. I have things that I want out of life, and I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want the same things that I do. I want someone with the same attitude that I have about computer science, the environment, and overall kindness and compassion for others, I want someone who would literally fight to help others, who would never commit a crime out of greed. Honestly, I'll just be direct here: I had a really f***ed up childhood, not physical abuse, just mental and emotional and a whole bunch of terrible events, my life has turned out not so great and my only way out of the abusive home I was in was to hopefully to fall in love with someone and have them get me out. I can be a completely unstable wreck at times, I now live on my own, a miraculous clusterf*** and some other things in my parents marriage are the only reason I'm out and where I am now. Currently I just want someone to spend every second of every day with, reverse engineering and hacking video games like ourWorld, imvu etc., and sticking up for people who are being bullied. Think I'm stupid? Don't believe that I do that? don't like what I do? Go find someone else then, this is what I do. I want someone with an extreme interest in computer science and a lot of time on their hands, I want someone to not only spend now with but also forever and always with. If there's something that I've said of which you don't like, please refrain from messaging me, if you think this is a fake profile, it's not. If you feel like you don't know enough about me, If I trust you and you seem like you have a legitimate interest in me and aren't just some ignorant idiot, then I can send you my diary which consists of my whole life and you can get to know my almost fully in about 18000 words. If I disinterest you, move along. If I interest you, shoot me a message. And please for the love of f***ing god! keep in mind that: .A) I'm lesbian (If you're a guy, get the f*** out) .B) I have a d*** (If you got a problem with that, gtfo) .C) If you belittle interactions that happen on the internet or online long distance dating, then gtfo. .D) I'm only this blunt and rude because of many terrible and ignorant messages. .E) I'm ugly unfiltered and I'm not exaggerating, if you care about looks or are going to ask me immediately for an unfiltered picture, move along to someone else, we won't be a good match.