I am new at this. I had been married for 29 years. I had been fighting my wife’s cancer for over 3 years now. On 10/21/07 she came into hospital, and has been given a short time to live. On 12/20/07 I will be taking her home on home care. She is a fighter, but I can tell that she’s not going to last much longer. She told she would make it past Xmas. I have never cheated on my wife and not trying not to cheat on her now. I want to meet some ladies, and get to know them my wife told me I need to. My wife and I do everything together; we still hold hands when walking were ever we go. In the last 10 weeks I had to eat my dinner all by my self, I can’t tell you how bad this made me feel. I love to take vacations and go on trips but can’t see me going by myself now.I am not on here much but will stop in time to time. My wife is stuck in a bed and I had to take care of her and it takes most of my time. I am a honest person, nice to everyone I meet, a hard worker always had a job from the time I was 14 years old. In time I will change this profile, and add a pic. My wife just died at 7:48 pm 1/6/08. -----///\\-----Please ----///--\\\----put this ---|||---|||---on your ---|||---|||---profile if ---|||---|||---you know ----\\\-///----someone -----\\///-----who is living with, survived ------///\-----or has ped away from -----///\\\----cancer. ----///--\\\---Thank you. Ö¿~ 6/3/08 Wow a up date.Took me 1 or 2 days too wake up. It take me a lot to ask a lady out still feels like I am cheating on wife. Still not sure what to do with my life. Why are all of you ladies always playing hard to get lol. life is short you better injoy it while you can. 6-5-08 got a Kawasaki 1600 a nice bike. Like I said love to travel. I just got back from Nashville Now heading to St louis. Next week going to Little Rock, after that not sure.