lets say that you're shopping for a new car. There are all these glitsy sportscars around that look like they'd be fun to own and to drive. Thing is sportscars are typically very high maintenance. They require a lot of attention, and only a few drivers really have the skills to need the kind of preformance they offer. So you search around for awhile and you find this run down little car at the back of the lot. You decide to go with it. Turns out, its a great buy. Lots of fun to drive, low maintenance, and full of unexpected features. Take a chance on me. You may be surprised with what you find... and I'll never ask for a down payment. Thanks to Alternativa for the guidelines to what comes below ----------------Personality--------------- Worst things about me: 1: manic depressant - I do pretty good most of the time but I definitely have my bad days 2: lazy - Mostly just when it comes to the dishes things that are good and bad: 1: Highly M - Trying to do the right thing is generally good, but sometimes being true to yourself is more important. 2: Stubborn - the cons are obvious, but it also gives me a strong work ethic and can do atude 3: Sharp wit - some people will find me hilarious, others just think I'm an hole 4: Blunt - If you need to hear something, I'll tell you and I won't sugarcoat it Best things about me: 1: Artistic - Writing, guitar and rock composing. 2: Loyal - If I trust and respect you then you've made a friend for life. 3: Forgiving - Holding grudges doesn't help anyone 4: Straightedge - I do no drugs. I'm not anti-drugs either... if you want to smoke or drink that's not a problem, its just not my thing. ---------------Activities--------------- I like to do 1. Listening to music with friends, sharing opinions and feelings 2. Video Games. Not obsessively for hours on end, but I play 3. Composing/playing guitar. I'm actually very private about my music but I don't mind sharing with a willing ear 4. Going out for a walk or drive, especially if I have company Would like to learn/do 1. Japanese, I think its a beautiful language 2. Rejoin the gym when I have time/money 3. Get another band together. Who knows, maybe 13 will be the lucky one. I prefer A quiet evening at home to a noisy one at a club or bar (though I love a good concert) Dramas and Comedies. I love movies that make me think and laugh. Horror doesn't typically have enough substance to keep my interest. DEATH METAL. I try to listen to everything (going through an early jazz phase right now) but I always come back to dm for the raw aggression and smashing of boundaries. Also because of its tendency to be far more complex than other forms of music. making friends over making whoopie. Sex is great but I care more about actually liking a person and getting to know them than bedding them. Besides, pillow talk is no fun if you have nothing to talk about. Arguments over yes-men. I do not mean a fight. I mean a debate from different viewpoints to try and see things from another perspective --------------Favorites---------------- Favorite Bands 1. Opeth 2. Porcupine Tree 3. Juno Reactor 4. Flavor of the week... currently tied between Scarve and Non-Human Level 5. HONORABLE MENTION, Pink Floyd. Favorite band until I was 17 and I only stopped listening because I've got it all memorized Favorite Foods 1. Ravioli 2. Lasagna 3. Tilapia 4. Fresh sourdough bread 5. Meatloaf Favorite Movies 1. Samurai X 2. The Truman Show 3. A Beautiful Mind 4. American Gangster 5. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind -------------Other Stuff---------------- I've got a pot belly. I've had it since I was little and despite varying levels of activity over the years, it doesn't go away. It doesn't bother me so please don't let it bother you. This might be TMI, but I'm very open sexually. I'm not going to use or seduce anyone, but its important for you to know that I like to experiment and explore and I wouldn't be happy with someone who's rigid about sex. I'm anti-athletic. Its not that I don't want to play sports or be active, its just that it always ends in injury when I do so I try and avoid it. I don't do well in large groups of strangers. Parties are fine when I know enough of the people involved, but take me to hang out with a bunch of people I've never met and I'll hide somewhere until its time to leave. WHO I'M HERE TO MEET Well hopefully I can find someone that wants to meet in person. To hang out and REALLY talk with, about life and love, pions and dreams. But whether that happens or not I could always stand a few more friends, and will talk to anyone that enjoys good conversation and honest opinions. And if I'm really lucky into death metal, lol.