Let me intrigue you with the words I type.... And just maybe you'll become infatuated in me..... My heart has left me, and became someone elses.... My heart will not be found in me... For it has been torn from within me and broken slowly.... And so very painfully..... I type this story as my tears run over my face from my eyes..... All this time i've been in love with someone whos heart belongs to another.... When I smile, it's just a visual phenomena,it's not real nor is it fake... My love is real, and im unconditionally always there for you..... I disguise my pain and make it seem like nothings wrong.... Undeniably you've inspired me.... Im not incredible, I am spiritually sweet, I'm not your pleasure although I'am pleasurable..... Baby Im unforgettable ........lol =] Hi, I'm Anna Nicole ,18 years old and I am; not afraid to be myself anymore i'm jealous and selfish i don't forget, i avoid i'm a liar, but so are you i'm bitter and i hold grudges i'm Not a pervert;nor an hole i'm a sucker for sweetalkers i over yze and think too much i won't believe a word you say In my world you can't be original [youcanonlybeyourself] i have a hard time trusting anyone i've learned not to expect anything i love making people happy :D i get replaced and forgotten too easily i cling to memories and things i'll never get back i've become something other then what i want to be i wish i didn't let things mean more to me then they do to you No one really understands me. I don't think I quite understand myself either. I wanna find something in this world I can live for. So far life's been a joke. Ive met some amazing people But all the rest have been ridiculously into themselves. & Ridiculously vain. For those of you that give me dirty looks, **** around with my friends,and break my heart. This is for you: If you are one that thinks the way you dress is the only way to dress. And the way you do things is the best way, That **** is ridiculous to me. Grow the **** up. Quit stereotyping people. Quit seeing black and thinking gothic or emo or scene. What the hell is your definition of these things anyways? I bet if you actually looked them up youd realize you were wrong about them. Change up your mind a little bit you ****. Because the way someone chooses to dress or looks on the outside isnt always what they are on the inside.and even if it WAS. What gives you the right to judge? This does NOT however include when someone does everything that no one else does just to stand out. No I mean just dressing and acting the way you truly WANT to feeling comfortable with what you want from life and how you are going to use it. **** your idea of what I should be and how I should act. I can do what I want. Honestly, I really don’t know myself that well. Except for the bad stuff. I know I can be over dramatic.and take things a little to personally. I’m overly sarcastic when I’m pissed off. I don’t admit that my feelings are hurt or that I’m sad very easily. There are only a few friends that I really feel comfortable sharing my feelings with. My social life/friends is what I live for mainly. I hate staying at the house for long periods of time. I start going crazy. I am pretty complicated. One minute I can be your best friend and the next I can hate you. I say hate alot. Mostly Because I don't respect anyone. I wish I was better all the time. I wish I could be the perfect person with; No faults. No regrets. Wake up and have everything I ever wanted. I wish I was prettier. I wish I was skinnier I wish I could talk more. I wish there was no such thing as labels. I wish I had more guts and a better set of balls So I could actually kick someone's . I wish I didn't fall in love so easily. I especially wish that my heart was whole instead of in pieces. Myspace isn't that special, But it is close to being my life. Judge me however you want. Shove me into a useless category. But half of you will never know the real me. You shouldn't be able to break what isnt yours. I'm there for you if you need me. I am an amazing friend. I'm also alot more positive then I may end up sounding on these things. In real life, I think I'm a pretty decent person. I like to have fun. The only reason I end up sounding like a on these things is Because im just trying to make a point. Each and everyone of you labels someone as soon as you see them. Whether you choose to keep this label on them until you get to know them is your choice. All I'm saying is give someone a fair chance to show you who they really are. Just give me a ****ing chance To show who I really am. Maybe you would like me then and maybe you wouldn't But at least THEN you'd have a reason not to. I believe there's ONE person out there for everyone. I believe in soulmates. I believe in love at first sight. Maybe you believe this too. Maybe you don't. The point is, we are all looking for someone. We all want to be loved and give the feeling back. So why do we make things so complicated? If you think you've already met your other half, your soulmate. Consider yourself lucky. Hold onto them and never let go. Love is so complicated. Someone I know told me that we make it up and what we are really searching for is survival or in other words a mate to carry on our species. I believe this in a way. But to me, love is more than just something ive made up to survive. Its what gives you butterflies in your tummy. Its what makes your hands shake and your breath quicken. When you think about that one person and everytime a love song plays on the radio they are the first person you think of. Your knees weaken your HEART weakens for that one person. They aren't just someone to "hook up" with. Or to open your legs for just to be a useless . Love is love and love is amazing. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.