I just feel overwhelmed this week.. I've posted other places about the procedures my dad's having done this week, so I've made several trips between OKC and Tulsa this week so I can take him to those, and take care of him. And Tuesday I went to work, and the day just exploded and went horribly wrong.. Now today I'm stressed because I feel like I should be in OKC at work but adding another round trip isn't a good option either.. On top of that, while I'm here in Tulsa I don't have anyone here to get out of the house with for a little bit, so I'm going stir-crazy. It's Valentine's Day, which.. while I'm content being single, I don't like it to be rubbed in my face. So I'll hang out at home with my parents tonight. AND I'd met this guy who seemed really cool, and I've had so much fun talking to him over the past few weeks, and today he tells me that he's getting back together with his ex and moving in with her in a few weeks.

Very rarely is it that my family life, personal life, and work life are all up in the air like this, but when it happens, it really throws me off center...

I FEEL FOR YA GURL..SORRY

Thanks... I'm not a crier, but once I get started, I can't stop, and so I probably look awful... I'm not devastated or anything, just... I need.. I don't know..

WELL JUST KNOW THAT ALL OF US HERE ARE HERE FOR YA..THATS WHAT GREAT ABOUT JSH

yeah :)

Aw Kel, we all have those weeks from time to time when our world feels like it's just falling down around us. But remember, that just allows us to build a stronger foundation from those broken pieces.

Hope it gets better for you and your dad soon .

I know, I'm working on it.

I'd say take some 'me' time. Take yourself to lunch and an art gallery or something you are interested and refuse to bring the issues along. Maybe it will leave you feeling a little refreshed.

That's a good idea. I've been running on everyone else's schedules this week, and I'm just drained, I think.

try to stay positive things will get better. For what its worth Happy Valentines Day

thanks

I think I'm a pretty upbeat, positive person the vast majority of the time. But once things start to get to me, they really do. I'd considered going back to OKC tomorrow to see my friends for the weekend, but that means another trip back to Tulsa Sunday afternoon, and back to OKC on Monday night before work on Tuesday morning...