Why do I want to stay...

I love you so, so, so much
I miss us like I never missed us before
I am happiest and greatest when I am with you
I am hoping for a miracle that one day you'll change your mind and would tell me the words I long to hear, "I love you"

I am happiest, content, kind, and more when i have you
Life is exciting in all aspects
Our great conversations, the never ending stories and laughter, the things i learn from you, the way I feel proud just knowing someone like you

I am always hopeful, thankful, and grateful
You are my friend, my very best friend
I can tell you everything that is in my head, in my heart, and in my soul... knowing you'll always understand me
I will continue loving you no matter how much it hurts

Staying with you will make me happiest. I know, I will never find another one like you. I can't let go, I won't let go. The logical part of my mind says to go, the rest of me is leading me to stay.

I really do not want to lose you. I don't want to regret it because I walked away and lost all the beautiful things we have.

Not hearing your voice anymore, not seeing your handsome face - your gorgeousness. not be able to feel proud anymore with your accomplishments. Not being able to share my stories with you, losing someone who actually listens or reads them.

I want to explore all possibilities. For the first time in my life, I am loving someone not by choice, not an option but it is because everything in me is telling me it is right, it feels right.

You are my fantasies and all my realities. I saw and I still see myself growing old with you. My mind, my heart, and my soul, still believe we could be real one day. I just want to stay and never let go.

Why should I walk away...

I love you like so, so, so much and it will never go away or even fade even just a tiny bit
I miss us and I will always will
I am saddest and loneliest in a way I have never been before
I am hoping for a miracle of one day you'll change your mind and hear you say my favorite words again, "I love you" when I know they will never come again
I lost everything that is good in me
lie has never been this dull

A day could be unforgiving, real laughter is hard to come by - just whatever happens or comes my way

Losing my friend, my very best friend. The beautiful mind is slowly dying because I have to filter my words, hide my feelings, and control my emotions.

I will continue loving you even if it hurts. My feelings will cause discomfort to you. Knowing I will never find another one like you. My mind says, "Go" but my heart says, "Just a little bit more..."

I am so afraid that one day, you'll just disappear on me without a word, without a hint, no goodbyes, like you never happened... like we never happened

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