Topic: Driving down memory lane
CrazyBitsAsian's photo
Wed 11/10/21 09:20 AM
If someone you love asked, “Why do you love me?” and you were able to answer it – you were able to give reasons, meanings, and justify your feelings, that is not true love. That is called “liking”, “crush”, “infatuation”.

In my life, I thought I have fallen in love more than half a dozen of times but not until you came along… when you said you don’t know why I love you, why so much, why soon, and I could not even answer the question. I could only give you shallow reasons but in my heart, it is deeper than the shallow reasons I gave you. I could not justify it. I could not find the right word, phrase, or sentence, even paragraph. There is no picture, no image, no way of describing it – and then I know now, this is true love. “Love needs no reason…” so I heard…

I do not need any reason to love you, my heart just feels and knows I love you! It is the kind of love that would stay with me for a lifetime, how should I know when I am claiming this is the first time feeling this intense emotion – I just know, my heart told me so… with you, I do not feel lost anymore. I feel safe with you, it is like I am home…

Your heart belongs to me and so as mine. You said, “I am yours and you are mine…” we belong to each other – it is written in the stars. You told me many times, you want me to be happy, to be happy with you, and to be comfortable with you – no taboos, that I should tell you everything that comes to mind – thank you and I love you more for that. Every time, each time, you are making me feel I am so loved by you. You told me we will share great love too… melts me, always melts my heart.

You mentioned the words “married”, “wife”, and “husband” – these words my loves, it is tickling my heart and so much more my mind – it often wanders to that time and place when I am married to you, I am your wife, and you are my husband – the very idea of it seems so natural to my feeling, like it is meant to happen – I silently hope, wish, and pray that it would but then again, I do not want to assume so much – I am not alone here, we are two but you said, “You and I, we are one” – again, that melts me.

Would you, do you, are you really considering of marrying me? Would you be my second chance? Oh just the thought that I will be owning your heart, your love for eternity – that I have something to legally tell the whole world, you are mine, oh God, thank you for this lifetime, I am so much blessed!

The thought of when you are having a bad day, I am there for you to brighten up the day however and whichever way you prefer to change your mood. When you are happy and for every success, I am there to laugh with you, and tell you, “Great job, my loves, I love you!” For every competition that you will join, I will be there for you to support you and root for you and scream, “Go sexy gorgeous, you can do this, win this for us, I love you!” For every sadness and failures, I will still be there for you to cheer you up and make you smile again and say to you, “It is okay my sweet husband, tomorrow is another day, and it would be a better day… I love you!” and I will be there to kiss your worries away. When you are so mad for whatever reason, I will be there for you, you can hurt me, you can release your frustration and anger on me, I can take it because I know at the end of day, you will kiss my tears away and I will still tell you, “I love you so very much!”

One day, you told me, you want to wake up with me, I want that too. I want to spend all my nights sleeping right next to you and all my mornings waking up staring at your face, a soft reminder of how lucky I am because you are right beside me. I want to be the one who would always wake you up with a kiss on your lips and send you to sleep with kisses all over your face. The morning would always start with a kiss and “Good morning, I love you!” and ends the night with, “Good night, I love you very much!” and another kiss…

Then again my loves, no pressure – we can be like this, we can stay like this until the end and I would not mind, I would still be yours, all of me, no competition, no one else but you – that I promise you, that I can guarantee you, this busygal is yours… all of me; mind, heart, body, and soul through eternity… this much and so much more, I love you!

JulieABush's photo
Wed 11/10/21 01:37 PM
Nice:thumbsup: :wink: .