You saw the darkness of my soul, the filth in my mind. You also saw the pureness and sincerity of my heart and my love.

Sometimes, i just want to keep going... continue reaching out to let you know i am here loving you without a doubt. Still want to convince you, i can take us there just dont give up on us. Try and make you believe in us again, give us another chance... believe in us again... gamble once more.

I told myself, if i could do that, i know every now and again, you would want to be alone sometimes... you would disappear on me for months again, making me feel so lost but that is okay just as long as i know that one day you'll be back and would tell me my favorite words and then as if i never lost you.

It was so different then... your words were so different then... somewhere in our journey, you let go of my hands... and in the roads we're traveling, i lost you.

I still see you everywhere. Sometimes, i am fooling myself, making myself believe that universe still wants us together in the end that is why we could not completely say goodbye and let each other go... if only to make myself happy for a brief moment.

I kept all these things inside for so long not wanting to bother you but how much longer could i hold them in?

In my desperate moments, i wanted to beg you, you dont have to love me... let me do that for both of us. Please lie to me and tell me you love me too and my world will be whole again.

I wanted to say, please allow me to love you endlessly. Just be there for me once in a while. Make me the proud girlfriend i was before even if it is just a make believe...

Those times when you feel you need someone to love you, turn to me and i will give you all love that your heart can contain.

A little piece of happiness... i am good with that... i am good with that...

Nice .

This is exactly how I feel most of the time

A nice flow of thoughts, feels and reasons.
Good work

YEP,,,''HAPPINESS IS A INSIDE JOB''......THE ONE COMPONENT OF LOVE

IS EMPATHY ''THE ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND AND SHARE THE FEELINGS OF

ANOTHER'' ....TO GET TO THAT POINT WE ALSO NEED SELF EMPATHY...''TO

FEEL AND UNDERSTAND OUR OWN FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS''.....WE ARE

NEVER WRONG BECAUSE WHAT WE BELIEVE BECOMES OR REALITY....

OUR BELIEFS ARE WHO WE ARE AS A PERSON AND THEY TAKE US WERE WE ARE

GOING IN LIFE....CHANGE A BELIEF,CHANGE YOU LIFE.....

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