Hot had the air conditioner all night and still hot!

Hungry. Tis lunch time.

Not feeling well at all. I need it to be thursday. Im working 10-12 hours trying to get ahead of payroll just so i can see a cardiologist Thursday. I really want to take time off but its too much work to leave on my supervisor. She is already working extra to cover shifts of those absent due to the virus.

Frustrated with an app I am trying to learn.

slightly overweight -jiggly -when i run some things bounce up while others bounce down

Annoyed that someone keeps playing a game and I keep hearing a notification on my phone and I am not even playing it.

Try turning your notifications off in your settings for that app

She is done playing it now. Thanks though!

I feel grateful :) This morning there was a Mercedes blocking 50% of my driveway. I wasn't happy, but I thought, let it slide. Ask the Universe for help. I can phone police but then there might be repercussions as the man it concerned is really very difficult and has been in fights -literally- with others neighbours that required other people to break them up.

And Lo' and behold: 15 mins later the car left! But... then his GF arrived and parked her car there, making it difficult for me to get out of the driveway.
I thought, let it slide!
And just now I saw them when I came back from a walk and he asked if I wanted him to take care of the weeds in my front yard?!! Wow!
YES please! So he's going to do that for me tomorrow :)
Am I happy I didn't make a fuss and get into a long lasting to-do with him.

Glad to be getting back to work today!

I feel a bit sad and flat and empty. It's 10 years ago today that my partner passed away. The loss doesn't fade, but my memories do. Nothing to do about it.
I have photos and videos I just don't want to see even now. One day I will.
I hope she is enjoying her new world; she didn't like this world. Her empathy and compassion was immense, and often cried while watching the news on TV, with so many bad things reported. She was a model for angels to look up to.
And she was a devil too. So many fun arguments and deep talks. Sigh.

((( notbeold )))

Like a balloon that needs air let out.

Happy I decided to start walking to and from work again. Today was the second day and I'm already feeling it in my leg muscles.

Also happy that my phone didn't burn up in the window, haha. I started putting it in a different window yesterday to get a better signal and forgot to bring it with me to work this morning. The window I put it in gets a good bit of sunlight in the morning.

((((notbeold))))

Humiliated one of my friends sent me a screen shot of their google search one of their results was MY mingle2 profile pic and it said something like owensboro ky milf personals and owensboro ky milfs dating site. 🤬

Waking up

I'm about at that point.

Do you remember that story about Alice's Restauran?
Well, it wasn't really a restaurant. It was an old church,
and everyone just kinda lived up in the belltower.
Well, since everyone lived up in the belltower, they all
just kinda threw their trash downstairs.
And, the trouble seems to have started, when someone
got the bright idea, that maybe someone should haul
some of that trash to the dump.

Apparently, someone thought it might be a good idea
to make a movie about it. Well, sometime about the middle
of last week, I remembered that I own a DVD of the movie
detailing the chronicles of Alice's Restaurant.

Well, this movie, happens to be one of my favorite movies.
And, about a week ago, I remembered I own a DVD of
the movie about Alice's Restaurant.

And, i started thinking, that since I own a DVD of the movie
about Alice's Restaurant, and since it is one of my favorite
movies, I decided it would be okay if i sat down and watched
the DVD of the movie about Alice's Restaurant.

So, I sat down and watched this fine documentary of Americana
about Alice's Restaurant.

As at that time of evening, I'm pretty much on my own time,
I watched the movie again.

Well, the movie ended again. But, by this time, it was really
too dark outside for me to finish mowing . So, I sat back
down and watched DVD of the movie about Alice's Restaurant
again.

Well, by the time, i remembered, that i just happen to also own
an old vinyl record album, that happens to about an 18 1/2
minute version of the song about Alice's Restaurant.
So, I sat down and listened to the 18 plus minute song.
When it ended, I realized that i had missed my chance to
go get a decent carry out for supper.
So I cussed that anyone could take what had been about a
3 minute song, and stretch it out to a nearly 20 minute story.

But, since the food places were closed for the night, I wasn't
going anywhere. So, I sat back down and listened to all 18+
minutes of the song..

Well, i finally laid down to sleep, and was hearing all 18+ minutes
of the song about Alice's Restaurant in my head.

This has been ongoing for going on the 8th day.


How do you think I feel?


P.S. Please don't send help.

If I'm still hearing the 18+ minute version of the song,
7 days from now,
Please send weed and Cheetos.



And, does anyone remember the story about the
Alice's Restaurant Massacree?

Feel like wearing my really cool sexy shorts again. As it is I cannot. I've enjoyed the good life too much since peri-menopause hit me. I didn't give a toss, for the first time in my life I was enjoying my body without feeling awkward about it.
But I'm fed up with it.
By the end of August I want to be back to my normal.

Good! It is sprinkling out!