Is it family , friends, career what ?

Being able to relax. Being able to sleep properly.

Caffeine, cigarettes, pissin' people off.

I just try to do the right thing.

You know how they say no good deed goes unpunished?

It's really a thing!

None of those. At the mo I've lost my goal a bit. It requires taking risks I'm currently not willing to take.

But in general it has to do with helping bring balance in the masculine & feminine energies in the world. That's not an ego goal, it's a deep calling.

My main goal today is to start meditating on a daily basis, even if it's just 10 minutes to begin with. My goal in doing that is to get a better understanding of my life purpose and soul purpose. To clearly define the two so it leads to some kind of direction as to where I'm going in life and where I choose to go. What exactly do I want and what am I willing to do to have that.

Ironically, I was thinking about goals a couple days before this post was posted, haha. It seems I haven't had too many goals throughout my life, least not life time goals or the long term ones. I've had plenty short term goals. They generally slip away when I fall back into 'survival mode', which is where I've lived off and on since childhood.

I suppose a good goal for me would be to successfully leave the world of 'survival' behind and consistently live in the world of 'living'. It's difficult to have any kind of goals in life when you're busy just trying to survive and not truly living.

It's tricky isn't it.
I find that my goals change all the time. Not like very week, but once I'm doing it I lose interest after a while.
Like starting a Wicca & New Age web shop, wanting to become big, as in the biggest of the country, and doing wholesale too. Doing that for a few years, then not wanting it anymore.
Then wanting to paint, exhibit and sell... then it not working out that way.
Then writing books... but you have to sell a helluva lot to make a decent living, and I don't see myself writing-only.
Then what?

I discovered two things: there's personal goals and higher, Soul callings & goals. BIG difference!

2) I'm a multipotentialite, what I always call multi-faceted. I simply cannot do one thing and remain fulfilled and happy.
Now if I could actually finish the book I bought on the subject... hahahaaha.

Right now I also don't know and managed after almost a year to stop pressuring the matter. But it is still annoying to not know exactly how and what...
I'm doing a Zoom webinar with Diana Cooper & Tim Whild on the 23rd that touches on this. Especially because so much has recently shifted and Lightworkers sometimes get a little lost.
I hope that brings some solace. Also typical I got the email for that in today :p

Anywho, good luck with meditating! I also try to do it every day, then succeed at it for a while, and then there we go again... hihi.

Stay sane, healthy, and happy, find a worthwhile occupation, out live my enemies, find a special friend, make a positive difference some places, help others to be sane, healthy, and happy.

Yes that does bring some solace, thanks! A little lost is what I'm feeling, the only solace in that is that I know it's because of the energy shifting and that in time things will be clearer. I too got an email, after posting this... it was about the new moon energies, spot on, haha.

Haha, I just did a ten minute meditation. It was a venus retrograde guided meditation. And I recently ordered a book about the 5th Dimension, it will arrive tomorrow.

I had stopped pressuring the matter a while ago, but for some reason I'm being guided to begin pressuring the matter. At least in defining more of a direction for both the personal goals and the higher, soul calling goals. I feel like I'm moving forward, but not in any clear direction... just wandering aimlessly, haha. It served a purpose at one time, but perhaps Spirit is telling me that it's no longer serving a purpose?

My goal now is be a service to others . I've had a good career, raised a family . Blessed with a home of my own.
Time for myself and enjoying life with my activities and plan to travel more in the future.

Sounds like a plan!

My main goal is to live long enough to become a bigger problem to my kids.

To experience what is best in life: To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentations of their women!

I always make sure I do the right thing. I don't want to waste anyone's time and never want to annoy people

Right now. Stay sane!

To buy stock in Charmin toilet paper.

Breathing

Living a simple live, grow my craft business, traveling more (when the pandemic is over)