I'm tired and cold.

Sensitive

Groovacious

lonely in the romantic since..

Like I'm on an emotional roller coaster and that "fight or flight" mode is majorly kicking in. Thinking also that if I take flight it will not serve me well or help me grow, I need to hang in there... just need to remember to be gentle with myself while I'm adapting to the new work environment, mainly the new people.

New Moon in Scorpio. Read up on it if it appeals. I think it's quite strong, Scorpio, right.

Thanks Crystal I'll do that.

You're welcome. Just hang in there. These days the new moons are sometimes as powerful as the full ones. I tend to always forget myself, haha.

This morning went much better being more aware of the moon's energy. And with starting a new job on top of it, it's like a double whammy. Definitely feeling the urge to act compulsively, almost quit my job twice, lol.

I'm hanging in there and paying closer attention, even discovered a couple pinpoints that starts triggering my feeling overwhelmed. I was able to catch it before spiraling down. Yay, haha!

Ok.

I noticed yesterday I have a REAL short tipper at the mo. Of the likes I think only a Taurus can experience, hihi. Like a nuclear meltdown without any prior warning. I thought I'd outgrown that chit, I guess not, lol.
I thought it was because I'm so danged tired and changing my rhythm around for this week's renovation. But reading the new moon in Scorpio's energy.... AND the pre-shadow of Mercury Rx on top of that, I think it will also add to my temper.

Full

Full

Haha, I thought I had outgrown that stuff too. Yesterday was the worst for me too, major meltdown.

Thanks again for reminding me to check the energy of the moon, it definitely has an effect on me so I need to remember to tune into that. No meltdown or tears today so I'm hoping it's balancing out some, haha.

Here's to us both getting through it without too much more difficulty

amazing right now

Stressed

Me the last week or so

Bored, everyone is doing their own thing, what about my needs?

Thank you, River!
I think I'll be all right once I get to sleep more again, meaning after the renovation.
I never thought of it, but it makes sense that if you're not really rested or not in your natural rhythm you don't feel so well, including getting emotional easier.
I also never got why people get ill so often. I'm hardly ever ill, nor get a cold. Now I do get it, including the cold, haha.
Kinda weird that very few people get to live their natural rhythm.

That's one of the reason's I don't work at night, I'm a early morning person. It throws my whole system out of whack when I try to adjust that to meet the needs of others. Changing my living environment does that too. The stress from the change or disruption in our natural flow/rhythm puts us at a higher risk of getting ill or feeling worn out. Until this past summer, each time I moved to a new place I got sick.

I hope you feel better and are able to get back to your natural rhythm soon. :)

OT... Feeling okay, just woke up and feeling like I need more coffee, haha.