I feel joyful.

I don't just feel groovy,
I feel sofa king groovy.

Totally awake but shouldn't be.

Conflicted...

I felt good after over 2 hrs. of facial and skin treatment.

I don't keep track of 'proof', so if it interest you and you really want to know you're going to have to find out for yourself.

As for children... many a disease an adult develops began by something in childhood.
THese days it is known (finally) that even what happens during pregnancy affects the then fetus / unborn child in later life. That goes for both mental ailments as well as physical ones. Obesity & depression/anxiety are a few examples of that.
Diabetes often has much to do with the Pancreas being depleted energetically by people not loving themselves enough. Not being 'sweet' enough to themselves.
That is all closely connected to other things. For instance spleen has to do with self-esteem, kidneys with fear and anxiety, pancreas for being good to yourself, valuing yourself, liver with anger.
When you have serious lack of self-esteem and self-respect, the spleen is affected, which in turn causes the pancreas to suffer -seriously at that- and that will trigger a stress response in the adrenaline glands. If this goes on long enough, it can manifest as physical disease. Like diabetes, or adrenaline fatigue and so on.
Everything is always energy first, as we are all energy based. We are energy in physical form, like everything we can see is energy in physical form. Scientists have proven that, not that I care really, hihi, science is always lagging behind. It always takes science years to get to proof while the rest of the world who doesn't need proof and just feels and looks at results already know it to be true.
Every disease is to be spotted energetically first, including cancer, before it manifests in physical form.
Maybe, if you're really interested, the Biology of Belief by Bruce Lipton is a good book for you. What I'm telling you here is not based on his work, it's based on a great many sources I've come across over the years, both in the flesh as well as online, but his book is absolutely worth reading! He's a scientist who quite early on in his working life came to discover things that he proved to be true and that now, some 2 decades later, the rest of the scientific world is agreeing with, but at the time they told him he was nuts.
The book is absolutely worth reading, check it out, maybe a 'look inside' on Amazon to get an idea.
I could give you a plural examples of how medical science often simply cannot help people, and if you then go to an alternative therapist they immediately know what's wrong and can fix it. Problem solved, where a doctor tells you 'nothing wrong' or 'learn to live with it' and prescribes you medication that wouldn't be needed if you just see an alternative therapist.
That's why for decades I've combined both. Sometimes it's a healer (energy work) with astounding results, sometimes an osteopath, kineology, mesologist or something else. I always intuitively know where to go.
The reason medical science cannot help you is because they rely on science and science is a) always behind as it takes a long time to find their proof and b) Big Pharma wants them to rely on them because they make billions out of ppl's disease. If they get healed with energy only -which often IS possible-, they don't make any money and they lose their grip on the world.
Medical world could be far more effective if they integrated alternative therapies. I've had doctors in the past who were like that, absolutely brilliant! A GP who also wrote books on homeopathy and also prescribed homeopathic medicin in his practice. Best doctor I've ever had because he had enormous wisdom and knowledge of both worlds so he could and did offer the best of both.

In addition to what I just wrote... maybe also good to realize that these days there is a huge rift between (medical) science and spiritual / energy / intuitive science.
In the old days this rift didn't exist. Think about native American Indians, Aboriginals, Maori, Chinese and also for us Caucasians.
THere was no split in the two, they were equally respected and combined as people understood they shouldn't be separated.
This rift was created when religion (Christianity) came into power and wanted to have the sole right to anything spiritual as they realized it gave them power. Science, which up to then was still combined with spiritual things, was not allowed to do that anymore. In those days going against church was signing your own death warrant, so the split was created.
That's when science got separated and became a mental, from the head thing only.
Then they too realized they could have tremendous power and that there was money to be made, but that's another story.
Point I'm trying to make is, that these days there's a huge gap that needs to be closed, which IS happening slowly, and that in the old times there wasn't such a gap. It's what white man & religion created. Ancient wise people didn't have such a gap, they were way too wise to do that.
It's also interested to look into what the Chinese already knew thousands of years ago when it comes to healing, medicine and so on. If memory serves, they could do and heal kind of what Western medical science can do, or is beginning to learn, a long time ago. They were tremendously advanced. I believe they even did surgery.

Good, looking forward to the day :) Got a number of things planned and I feel like doing those too!

Waiting for my brain to wake up. Oh what a night. Been dreaming so much it's unreal.

Unmotivated

I think frisky but it could be the sugar talking

wide awake

Fabulous.

Exhausted.

Blessed

Hard to say, and well, who wants to hear it anyway..

Back hurts

Npthing worse.. hope you feel better soon.. rest and heat..

Thank you
I hope you're getting better too

Not welcome anymore and shunned. I was not called for lunch as usual, just the housekeepers were called to go have lunch.