I ask "What message is important for {name} during the full moon." and then I pull cards. So what comes up is what is most important for that person during that time. For some this obviously is related to something in the past, for others something else.
I do feel this is because of the blue moon AND the total lunar eclipse. This will cause a shift in energies and since we're energy being ourselves, it will have an effect on us. Each full moon has an effect on us (new moons too btw) but a super moon is stronger, and a total eclipse on top of that...

As for this passion/drive, I feel it is something that wells up inside of you and it is really strong. How it pans out depends on whether or not you have an outlet and/or how well you can control yourself.
If you want past connections... I think for you this is in the part that you deep down want to be given to, and aren't. Having to chase after what you want again and again, otherwise you didn't get it, and this hurt you. I sense a kind of victimizing underneath this "Why doesn't anyone give to me? Why do I always have to go get it?" Not verbatim, but that vibe. Feeling horribly neglected.
That's the 'danger' if you indeed will get this drive/passion and act upon it, because then you may end up feeling neglected again. It could be okay to act upon it as long as you don't do it from a sense of need & hope to be given to. If you want to be cherished, nurtured, given to, it requires a different approach. You have to allow someone to give to you and you have to allow yourself to receive.
So this passion/drive could be a form of suppressed anger because you find yourself wanting something and (yet again) it isn't being giving. And as always with anger, there's hurt underneath. And that hurt is from something in the past. Could be a relationship (I think one relationship in particular) but often such things are patterns in life, so you may find this same tendency in your childhood as well.

Hope that clarifies it a bit. Try to 'feel' what's written, cos I sometimes find it a tad difficult to translate what I pick up (feelings and images) into words. That's why it's lengthy, lol. It's difficult to translate feelings and intuition into logic and ratio (black and white text).

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Swords 3:
The message I get for what will come up during the full moon phase & eclipse has to do
standing on the outside looking in.
Reflection, going inward.
There seems to be a disconnect between different aspects of you,
for instance being either a giver or a receiver (= ability to open up and allowing yourself to receive).
These should be connected, and used to be too, moving fluently from one to the other, receiving by giving, giving by receiving, that sort of thing (pentacles 1).
But now there is a disconnect.
I wonder if you can truly connect to either of these roles anymore.

Chalices 7:
Somehow in the past you did have this, did do this, but you crossed your boundaries one too many times and this caused damage that in the end manifested itself as physical.
It wasn’t at first.
I somehow get a sense of ‘intoxication’ during the time you crossed your boundaries. Not necessarily drug-related, it could be mental/emotional ‘intoxication’. So caught up in something that felt good that you lost track/forgot you also had to look after yourself and your own well-being.

I think you long for this re-connection of these aspects of you, being able to give and receive fluently (without the either-or).
And this is mostly an inside job, not necessarily related to a romantic partner.
You can get there, but you have to let go of mental blocks and limiting thoughts.
Gently move within your comfort-zone of the emotional realms and self-love.
With emphasis on within your comfort-zone.

Things related to this may come up. I don’t think this will be in an overly painful and emotional way, more of a looking back (going inward) to take stock.

Is the open request is still open?

Well, that was it, I done 'em all :)

Thank you Crystal.
I appreciate the time and effort you have put into these readings for myself and everyone else.

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It looks like there have been power struggles between you and another that caused a lot of upheaval. It feels very chaotic and confusing. Neither knowing where you stand with the other anymore. You feeling constrained, feeling the other is being demanding maybe but the other wasn't happy (anymore) either. Neither really feeling supported by the other, losing sight of who you really were or meant to each other.
Both on a different track, and it looks like you went your own way, yet I wonder if you -and possibly the other too- still feel the effects of this to this day. Maybe still bothered by it, or maybe somehow still have lingering feelings even though it was chaotic and you both got hurt.
I wonder if this rings true, cos I couldn't get connected at first and then suddenly this came up, very strong too. Something concerning this situation may surface during this time of the full moon & eclipse.

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Thank you Crystal. I must say, you are dead on target. I was actually afraid you wouldn't even be able to connect, as has been the case in the past.

Thanks for reading Crystal I really appreciate u taking the time to do so.
Yes- I always seem to give and do for others before myself. And it’s actually something I am working on.... working on me and doing for me in order to be able to give to others. It’s a real struggle....
thanks you