Of course I have no idea what happened to you.
And, I am the new guy in Forums. Years spent on Mingle ditching the scammer "girls" that show up.

You have been all over this place and then....just a day or so ago....Gone.
Then I made comment of you being gone and you answered...You are here.

Seems you are on the "Fence" deciding what/where to go.

When things aren't working out for me and I have tried modifications to still be at Big Brick Wall.....Time to move on.

If you did leave Mingle you would be greatly missed....I know that.

Ah scepticalsoulmate,
What a tangled web we weave for ourselves.

You can't find confidence in another. You must find it within yourself.
The first step is to truly see yourself as you are, not as you wish.
Once you meet yourself and start understanding yourself you can start loving yourself. After all, it is always you.

Once you start to love yourself as you are you will find that what others think of you just isn't as important as it once was. Sure, you still want to fit in but you won't be forcing yourself to live up to others expectations of who you should be. You will live up to your own expectations and that can be down right easy. Because they are your expectations.

People tend to over analyze, over compensate and put merit on things that shouldn't really matter. Find what is important to you and work on that, no matter what anyone else tells you. Its your life.

Oh, that's just typical , so I'll be the only afib here?
Get your meds checked, and tell them how your feeling, they may need changing

hey afib yes these are one of those days where my heart went overboard with the thump thump thump and it had beep beep beep in betweens lol i will have my meds checked soon. don't worry im still here rub a dub dub in my tub with my rubber ducky

sounds like they need increasing.

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