Topic: In the end, we are all alone.
joshsmithokc's photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:41 PM
It's just me now. Sitting out here, on the front porch alone. Nothing to live for and nowhere to go. Guess I've come to that point in my life now where I really have to figure out what makes me happy. And its not making others happy. That's not it. It's not porn. It's not Nintendo. It's not drugs or alcohol. Its not women. It's something inside of me. But WHAT is it? I'm scared I've driven or burned that part out of me. What if I can't find it? It's just me sitting here ... Alone.

misstina2's photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:46 PM
flowerforyou might i suggest try to find some activities you enjoyflowerforyou being alone is better than being with the wrong personflowerforyou

soufiehere's photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:48 PM
Yup, time to decide.

Welcome :-)

no photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:50 PM
Try donating your time to a charitable cause. If you're bound and determined to be depressed and miserable you may as well do good works in the meantime. Oh, and you might want to get some therapy.

no photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:50 PM

It's just me now. Sitting out here, on the front porch alone. Nothing to live for and nowhere to go. Guess I've come to that point in my life now where I really have to figure out what makes me happy. And its not making others happy. That's not it. It's not porn. It's not Nintendo. It's not drugs or alcohol. Its not women. It's something inside of me. But WHAT is it? I'm scared I've driven or burned that part out of me. What if I can't find it? It's just me sitting here ... Alone.


Welcome to Mingle2,

Right now, in all honesty, I think you should pray, then call someone & then go somewhere, even if it is to rent a movie.
Then tomorrow... start over & join us here on forums so you get to know us & we get to know you.
Good luck

Datwasntme's photo
Sun 10/04/15 03:53 PM

It's just me now. Sitting out here, on the front porch alone. Nothing to live for and nowhere to go. Guess I've come to that point in my life now where I really have to figure out what makes me happy. And its not making others happy. That's not it. It's not porn. It's not Nintendo. It's not drugs or alcohol. Its not women. It's something inside of me. But WHAT is it? I'm scared I've driven or burned that part out of me. What if I can't find it? It's just me sitting here ... Alone.


is it leaving long messages on a singles sight ?

best wishes on your hunt

dreamerana's photo
Sun 10/04/15 04:02 PM
welcome.
good luck on your search.
try counseling and prayer. immerse yourself in activities that bring meaning to your life. good luck

jacktrades's photo
Sun 10/04/15 04:15 PM
We all get lost on our journey, this is a great time to find out your real purpose. Follow your heart, be honest and it will all fall in place. Best of luck to you.

graygentleman's photo
Mon 10/05/15 03:06 PM

It's just me now. Sitting out here, on the front porch alone. Nothing to live for and nowhere to go. Guess I've come to that point in my life now where I really have to figure out what makes me happy. And its not making others happy. That's not it. It's not porn. It's not Nintendo. It's not drugs or alcohol. Its not women. It's something inside of me. But WHAT is it? I'm scared I've driven or burned that part out of me. What if I can't find it? It's just me sitting here ... Alone.


I still believe there is always something to live for Josh. I know we can often lose sight of what that might be, and I also that happiness is not found in others. I think it is good that you are scared because it still means you have not given up, and that you still want to try. I recommend that you find someone probably a professional to talk with, and get yourself a pet to share your love with in the meantime. Some may laugh at me here but who knows where I would be if I didn't have my furry companion to keep me company.

Good luck Josh...sometimes focusing on every the smallest victory can be really helpful.

no1phD's photo
Mon 10/05/15 03:10 PM
Ok not to be too insensitive..:angel:
But dude!! if you're not using the nitendo! can I have it?..drinker