Those words sliced through my heart
Like a hot knife through butter
Emotion gushes from the open wounds
Silently so as not to give away
The spiteful words threatening to slip off my tounge
Like fingertips too tired to hold on
My insides screaming louder and louder
Can't I be happy?
Just this once?
He is the smallest shaft of light
In the darkest of times
The steadiest rock when the whole mountain crumbles
Just as you have been all this time
This once newly mended heart
Is now being stetched
Torn to bits by the two I cherish most
Feeling like a caged rat skiddish and unsure
Salty tears ran in river
But why?
I feel as though i'm forced to choose
Between the love of my brother
Or this new love felt so deep and true
The sweet relief from such a horrid loss
Finally being lifted
From the confinds of this already tourtured heart
Surounded by loved onces
How can I feel so very small and alone?

Very sad :(
But very good :)
Thank you

aww how sad. here's hoping things get better for u sweetie.
Becca

Aww thanks for sharing even tho it was sad it was also good for me

I'm sorry Nicki

not ur fault its mine

Hi Nicki
Amazing poem as usual But, I am soory you have to be hurting to write it. Things will be ok.

yea i know they'll be ok eventually...**** happens