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| Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 2 | |
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.. I feel sad and lonely.. I'm getting close to that time. Of year when I brought my dad home when he had cancer... at the time we did not know it was cancer.... he died a few months after bringing him home.... I miss him so much.. I miss our talks I miss laughing with him.. when I think of him I push the pain down deep inside.... the pain of missing him the pain of still needing him in my life..... but some days no matter how hard I try I just can't push it down deep enough... .. I miss you dad... I really miss you.. . even now I force myself.. choke back these tears.... I don't know why I just can't let go.... I can't let myself feel this... I don't want to admit you're gone... if I cry it is like saying to myself that you are gone..... .. I don't want you to be gone.. . I miss you so bad.... .... sorry... sometimes I just need to break down  just a little bit....... much better now..
.haha.. not really but what are you going to do.... you know.. 
. (((=no1phd))) Sunday is the anniversary of my father's passing. We were very close and I find deep empathy for you situation and feelings about letting go. I know that by letting it out I am able to move forward so you have my understanding. Miss you papa!  
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Feeling excited and nervous. Volunteered to read to my children's head start class.
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Hey Realcarebear, don't be nervous...
I've volunteered reading to kids at school too. All You've got to do is pick a story You've loved all Your life, and don't be afraid to make a commentary with the pictures as-you-go. The class teacher couldn't have You there long enough, believe me. 
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So happy to be home for beach vacation!
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Pretty good finally got a decent weather day and tomorrow is loking like it shall be nice as well.
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I would just like to take the opportunity.. to thank everyone for their sympathetic and kind words
... your concern touches me most deeply. and sincerely... ... I did not make the post looking for.. sympathy or attention.... . I just needed to see it.. .... I just needed.. to know it was real... ..... to know that I can still feel something.... ... but once again. much appreciation everyone.. . and I am truly sorry for those of you who have lost loved ones.  ...
. Now please lets return to our regularly scheduled program.lol . . |
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I would just like to take the opportunity.. to thank everyone for their sympathetic and kind words ... your concern touches me most deeply. and sincerely... ... I did not make the post looking for.. sympathy or attention.... . I just needed to see it.. .... I just needed.. to know it was real... ..... to know that I can still feel something.... ... but once again. much appreciation everyone.. . and I am truly sorry for those of you who have lost loved ones. ...
. Now please lets return to our regularly scheduled program.lol . . no1 it is all about the feelings - be glad you have them - it is all real, glad you are able to move along to the next stage. 
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Edited by
dreamerana
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Mon 03/16/15 09:44 PM
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lots of hugs for you ((((((((no1))))))))))
I'm feeling loopy. it's hard to focus because of the happy pill they gave me to be ready for an appointment tomorrow. but my little nephew missed on a cartwheel and might need stitches. so my sister is driving and I think the five-year old and I have equal thought process right now. update, he doesn't need stitches |
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I would just like to take the opportunity.. to thank everyone for their sympathetic and kind words ... your concern touches me most deeply. and sincerely... ... I did not make the post looking for.. sympathy or attention.... . I just needed to see it.. .... I just needed.. to know it was real... ..... to know that I can still feel something.... ... but once again. much appreciation everyone.. . and I am truly sorry for those of you who have lost loved ones. ...
. Now please lets return to our regularly scheduled program.lol . . Copy that ... So .. Let's talk about sex, baby - Salt 'n Peppa... Personally prefer Nasty Girl - Vanity 6, but the ending is ever so sad ... Mmm, wake me when you're done... I guess you'll be the only one having fun Hmfff... I'm gonna have another cup of coffee |
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Blessed... Sold the washer and dryer.. WOOT!
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F*****g brilliant!!
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in la la land
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Tired
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Over joyed~~~~~~~~~
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like I was rode hard and put up wet.
 ... wait a minute! I was rode hard and ohhh..nevermind..
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Like I forgot today is St. Patrick's day.
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I would just like to take the opportunity.. to thank everyone for their sympathetic and kind words ... your concern touches me most deeply. and sincerely... ... I did not make the post looking for.. sympathy or attention.... . I just needed to see it.. .... I just needed.. to know it was real... ..... to know that I can still feel something.... ... but once again. much appreciation everyone.. . and I am truly sorry for those of you who have lost loved ones. ...
. Now please lets return to our regularly scheduled program.lol . .
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sick today
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frustrated
    
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holds out loaded shotgun..^^
. trust me you will feel so much better..lol |
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