“Slipping into the Dark”

I sit here looking into space.
Feeling like I’m so out of place.
I know longer know why I’m here.
No longer can I see things clear.
I feel as if I’m looking through a looking glass.
I watch as life seems to pass.
It’s more like I’m looking down from a cloud.
No longer do I feel as part of the crowd.
I feel so alone.
As if I’m in a world of the unknown.
The things I did want.
Now only seems to haunt.
It seems the fears.
And the many tears.
Seem to freely flow.
This loneliness seems to grow.
As it is starts to gnaw at my gut.
All I want to do is shut.
And lock the door.
And curl up on the floor.
No longer do I care.
Why should I even dare?
Your heart will be left in pieces.
And the pain increases.
No one seems to hear your pleas.
You feel the pain as it starts to squeeze.
With it’s firm grip.
You feel your self start to slip.
Slowly you go into the dark.
For this one made its mark.
You shut and lock the door.
As you curl up on the floor.

K.L.M
9/12/2007

(((( Kristi ))))

I Love you girl,,, and I am here today tomorrow and eternity,,, Life throws us curve balls at times and in these times lean on me let me be carrier of your pain,,,, Let your Soul Shine for within is an amazing women,,, Take flight my friend ,,,,

I Love you,,,,

Great poem

I FEEL every silent thought of your pain within your heart.
Caring is TURNED into hurt if the care was mistreated.
Heart and soul on each sentence,,,,,

A NEW DOOR OF LOVE AND LIFE IS ALWAYS OPEN FOR THE ONE WHO CAN SEE THROUGH IT

So profoundly heartfelt, and beautiful! MISPLACED LOVE and TRUSTING WITH YOUR HEART...the TWO combined results in the pain you feel within

Awe girl I love you,life always throws something at us.I feel your pain but open that door to knew beginnings again.You have touch me more then you no not only your poems but the friends we have become.I'll be gone for a few days but will always keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Thanks everyone for your kind words, but......I will be fine just something I had to put down upon the page.