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.(((missy))).
now now let the poor boy have his cry..ohh.. .. just saying.. .

((( Ruth )))

.. takes her hand and kiss it softly.
. you are so right My Fair Lady.
. I was not trying to step on your toes.. I was just cutting the poor boy some slack..
.. but you are right.
. and you are entitled to it.. he produces a magician's Wand from his sleeve.. And says for a beautiful lady..
. and presto flowers appear..

Just ended a one year relationship. It's okay though. I'm sad but it's the kind of sad that also comes with the feeling of a heavy burden lifted. I had been putting it off for quite some time. It still hurts though. Breakups always do.

Us Assassins always bounce back though.

I thought I had lost the ability to truly love someone. To give my heart away completely. This relationship may be over but I now know I can love and allow myself to be loved. That's kind of a big deal.

Then that tells ya that this past relationship was good for just that one purpose. We sometimes never know why someone comes into our life......until that moment of clarity happens. It's weird at times but that is life.

Told me im not good enough... so sad

A week ago, lost my best friend after child birth. Cried until I couldn't see a thing. Miss her terribly.

Just now- I got a call from an old friend; years ago, when I met him, he left a 36K job to work for me at $9/hr because he believed in what I was doing. I don't like "bragging" but in truth I took impossible cases no one else wanted and turned them around; we kicked butt for about 10 years, when some stupid administrators basically closed down the program. Anyhow, he said everywhere he goes he finds himself talking about me- my sterling personality (LOL); the work I could do with people and the fact when he had a heart attack I helped out his family a bit. Stuff I never thought twice about, apparently effected him very deeply and him expressing his affection to me, made me a little weepy.

Told me im not good enough... so sad

.. well you're good enough for us.. and that's pretty darn good..

AAAWWW No1, you're so kind, and I agree with you.

Cinbetha, all the best

Last holy wednesday, two men rode tandem on a motorbike...they did an overtake but was met with another car,they try to avoid it by swinging left and hit a siderail post,you see, this was on a very high bridge with cranky deep waters below, the driver was not so lucky, he died on the spot...the rider went on coma for 20 hours but miraculously escape death with just two broken teeth and abrasion on his left cheek.
I cried. Hard.like my tears won't dry.
Because, The rider, his name is Jake, he's my son.