I am not afraid of trying again...I am only afraid of getting hurt for the same reason again,No matter how hard you cry, no matter how hard you want to die, no matter how many people say it's alright, no one will ever know your pain.

Pains of heartaches, lonelyness, tears of sorrow, feelings of failure, desires of companionship lost in the cold breeze, words spoken of love devotion and commitments all kicked aside, left in the gutter to be washed away, to die like the old oak tree.
But Spring is just around the corner, seeds with hope love and faith, a desire to live and to thrive, to feel the warmth of the summer sun on my face and your fingers running threw my hair like the gentle breeze that cools those heated sunning beams of light. The rain to satisfy my thirst and give me the strentgh when stepped on to still pick myself backup, forgive their ignorance and selfish acts. I want to breath joy, compassion and mercy to be caring, even while I boil in this pot of despair. I long for the pleasures of yesteryear knowing it will never be same. But faith, hope n Love, these are the greatest thing of all!

beautiful Boaz8 pain is another way to deal with your past, hurt,loss, an longing for that connection that was once their now no longer. pain is what make the heart stronger to always be one step a head to never fall back into feeling that pain again.