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Miss wright what abt u??
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Hi navygirl, Not true, I had closed my heart and feelings for 25 years, and denied access to it. I maintained that when I fell in love it would be forever, but my ex wife denied me of that. I used to have my own descent chat forum and a lady somehow some way found a way in to my heart, and I don't know how she did it. Then after I fell in love with her, she pulled the rug right out from under my feet and left. I was devastated... I have denied myself opportunities to love again for that number of years and realise that I shouldn't have, because it is all that I ever wanted in life above all. You must give people a chance. I know how you feel to the best of my assumptions, but please do not cut yourself off as I did, you are younger than me, and have a lovely photo, don't deny yourself happiness, it's what we are all about. 
I appreciate what you are saying but as I said I am set in my ways. I also keep very busy with volunteer activities that keep out of the dating scenes I am out several times a week. As well I am applying for job at a remote Northern site that will keep me away for 10 days at a time. I know from experience that my job alone will kill any chance of a relationship which is fine with me. I keep myself very busy so I don't even think about relationships. Personally; I am happy not to be in a relationship. I am a free spirit and like being able to come and go as I please. I don't want to be accountable to anyone. I hope you do find the happiness you are seeking. 
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Than you for your reply navygirl, and I deeply respect your point of view, the most important thing is that you are happy. It seems that when you are actively seeking a relationship it never happens as it did for me, totally unexpected. Although I was let down, (refer my poem Hurting...) deep down inside there is still that spark, even at my age.
One of my best mates even told me that I was carrying on like a love sick teenager...he is no longer a friend. Human nature is so strange sometimes, take care and stay vigilant. RB |
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Than you for your reply navygirl, and I deeply respect your point of view, the most important thing is that you are happy. It seems that when you are actively seeking a relationship it never happens as it did for me, totally unexpected. Although I was let down, (refer my poem Hurting...) deep down inside there is still that spark, even at my age. One of my best mates even told me that I was carrying on like a love sick teenager...he is no longer a friend. Human nature is so strange sometimes, take care and stay vigilant. RB Thank you and I wish you the all the best too.
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