Daddy
I'm sorry for all I have ever done
To finally make you turn your back
On the twenty years we shared
Now here I sit with nothing but memories and regets
Wondering all the while
Is there ever a time you miss me?
Or do you just pretend the last twenty years were nothing
Daddy
I'm sorry for all I have ever done
If you wanted me to pay for what I did to you
Rest assured I have and still am
Sometimes in the still of the night
My mind wanders back
Over and over the weekend errands
The long talks on the way home from therapy
Those nights I cried and you were the only one who cared
Play in my mind like a tourturous movie
In an attept to escape the memories I close my eyes
But they only become more vivid
Tears begin to run in rivers
The heartache becomes too much
Unable to stifle them any longer
Huge sobs escape my lips
And with no one to hear but the empty room
I cry
Daddy
I'm sorry for all I have ever done...

THATS MY NEW LITTLE GIRL LOVE YOU SHYEAGLE

hehe awwww love u too uncle wayne

Girl true love never turns it's back on the one they love and a parents love is as true as one can get. They may be hurt by something one of there kids has done. But never to the point of not loving them. At times they must sit back and think and then at times they don't know how to fix it. One or the other has to take that first step forward. Even if it is not ones step they feel that they should take first at times we must swallow our pride and take that step for them. Even if we know they should take it first. But just remember there love is still there for you believe me you could not have done anything so bad your Dad does not still love you.

look thats friggin bs ok my step father dont love me but i dont care

Humm sorry you feel that way but when you wrote the poem to Daddy I assumed he was your blood father not a step parent I just know a real blood parent that has been in there childrens lives there love does not turn off like a light switch. I'm sorry that you have so much anger in you towards him but myself I never called my step mom's Mom for they were never my mother nor cared for me as my real mother could have if she had lived.

no its just that he was my daddy since i was a year old but eh i dont need him i have a pretty cool uncle instead hehe

Well if he has been there that long he should understand you as a person much better than he does. And like I said true love does not go off like a light switch. If it was me then go to the one that understands you and gives you the love unconditionaly not one that can not. Sounds like a kewl Uncle but even somewhere down the line in life you must learn to even forgive the one you know as your Dad I did say forgive not forget and that is only so you can move on in life yourself. I've had the step-parent and choice that when I divorced my kids would never have one raised them 16 years by myself in order to fulfull that promise. But I do hope you understand what I'm saying I've been down that road and it is not an easy one but only we ourselves can change the road ahead in order for our own kids not to have to deal with what we had to. wish you the best in the future to come.

I have a maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in His hands

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And hears me when I call

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He see each tear that falls
And hears me when I call.


shad...there's another source of Love that know's your heart and your name...and HE loves you!

ohh my bad make that 2 uncles lol