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What your describing has not actually happened to me. Sorry I could not help. I pretend conversations in my head all the time though. More like I used to when I was younger I really never day dream anymore. im a nutty day dreamer, its how i get my equally crazy ideas. Yeah I used to day dream all the time. Not so much anymore. I program and it takes up most of my attention. you got more self-control than i, what sorta programing? Right now I am just under two years of study in Java. I know some other languages like HTML/XHTML & CSS and C/C++ as well. Kind of boring but someday it will payoff. Its not boring at all. I love that stuff and I'm getting more into all that cache coding and weirdo computer lingo. No means a comp wizard, I love that stuff though, but I'm pretty basic. Its kinda fun. I feel smart getting into it. Definitely gives me something to do besides mostly sitting on my a$$ occasionally staking old/barely bound books at the dinosaur museum that is SMC Library. My one thing with Java is the constant upgrades. Its like we get it already. 
Are you talking about the Java Runtime Environment?? Or the software development edition (which I think is on 7 right now). It's not that big of a deal some of them only make minor changes that do not need to be upgraded right away. I am also learning hardware at the moment. Actually have an assignment due tommorow. I actually have my big 800 page Java book sitting in my lap as we speak. That sounds familiar. I'm not sure of the complete title. I forget what number its up to now but my desktop Vista always stops my screen, asking me for an update. My sony laptop hardly did this; well before it blew up 5 days ago.  Occasionally it was just asking for updates once every few weeks. So I guess its not essential for the desktop to always updated. The Divx video one is pestering me, I have to do something or all the updates transfer to the shutdown, which is does always happens when I ignore it. Crazy stuff. Haha, 800 pages huh? That's like a Harry Potter edition. I hope you do well, reading those things are so tricky to the computer illiterates. 
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What your describing has not actually happened to me. Sorry I could not help. I pretend conversations in my head all the time though. More like I used to when I was younger I really never day dream anymore. im a nutty day dreamer, its how i get my equally crazy ideas. Yeah I used to day dream all the time. Not so much anymore. I program and it takes up most of my attention. you got more self-control than i, what sorta programing? Right now I am just under two years of study in Java. I know some other languages like HTML/XHTML & CSS and C/C++ as well. Kind of boring but someday it will payoff. Its not boring at all. I love that stuff and I'm getting more into all that cache coding and weirdo computer lingo. No means a comp wizard, I love that stuff though, but I'm pretty basic. Its kinda fun. I feel smart getting into it. Definitely gives me something to do besides mostly sitting on my a$$ occasionally staking old/barely bound books at the dinosaur museum that is SMC Library. My one thing with Java is the constant upgrades. Its like we get it already.
Are you talking about the Java Runtime Environment?? Or the software development edition (which I think is on 7 right now). It's not that big of a deal some of them only make minor changes that do not need to be upgraded right away. I am also learning hardware at the moment. Actually have an assignment due tommorow. I actually have my big 800 page Java book sitting in my lap as we speak. That sounds familiar. I'm not sure of the complete title. I forget what number its up to now but my desktop Vista always stops my screen, asking me for an update. My sony laptop hardly did this; well before it blew up 5 days ago. Occasionally it was just asking for updates once every few weeks. So I guess its not essential for the desktop to always updated. The Divx video one is pestering me, I have to do something or all the updates transfer to the shutdown, which is does always happens when I ignore it. Crazy stuff. Haha, 800 pages huh? That's like a Harry Potter edition. I hope you do well, reading those things are so tricky to the computer illiterates.
Yeah the thickness of the book is definetly Harry Potterish. The really funny things is this is not the first time I've read a book this thick on Java believe it or not 
Well like I said before some day it will pay off. I will be at school for more years though either way. The actual funny part is there are things such as the runtime environment and setting up environment variables that are actually supposed to be simple that I have not quite grasped yet. But I can do some more advanced things that are more difficult than that. Kind of lop sided I guess. |
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. |
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though. 
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Yeah the thickness of the book is definetly Harry Potterish. The really funny things is this is not the first time I've read a book this thick on Java believe it or not
Well like I said before some day it will pay off. I will be at school for more years though either way. The actual funny part is there are things such as the runtime environment and setting up environment variables that are actually supposed to be simple that I have not quite grasped yet. But I can do some more advanced things that are more difficult than that. Kind of lop sided I guess. You do realize HAL 9000 had this all planned as soon as we boarded the ship? He made it so prodigious on purpose. I pray the machines don't take over.  That will surely be the end. I have visions of that red dot and monotone voice in my sleep.
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. |
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. I did not do that well in school. I do now that I am in college, but I have some real life experience. Makes a difference. I actually have mostly A's and B's with two C's and I am about to graduate ina couple months. My grades are good but I actually know my stuff a little better than my grades would entail. |
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. I did not do that well in school. I do now that I am in college, but I have some real life experience. Makes a difference. I actually have mostly A's and B's with two C's and I am about to graduate ina couple months. My grades are good but I actually know my stuff a little better than my grades would entail. My grades never reflected my brains. I always thought beyond Main ST in a lot of my classes. Sometimes the teacher would get annoyed when you asked too many questions. I was more of lonely writer, then socially awkward. At one point I remember not talking a full semester. I was very average. I'da been lucky if the teacher didn't pick favorites or else I know I would have gotten straight As. School-wise now, I know what I want. I know my calling. So I'm grateful I made a decision. But I know math, in all forms is the work of the devil. |
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. I did not do that well in school. I do now that I am in college, but I have some real life experience. Makes a difference. I actually have mostly A's and B's with two C's and I am about to graduate ina couple months. My grades are good but I actually know my stuff a little better than my grades would entail. My grades never reflected my brains. I always thought beyond Main ST in a lot of my classes. Sometimes the teacher would get annoyed when you asked too many questions. I was more of lonely writer, then socially awkward. At one point I remember not talking a full semester. I was very average. I'da been lucky if the teacher didn't pick favorites or else I know I would have gotten straight As. School-wise now, I know what I want. I know my calling. So I'm grateful I made a decision. But I know math, in all forms is the work of the devil. Math in all forms is work of the devil  . Your calling?? What is it you have your heart set on doing. Wait lemme guess you said something about wanting to write I thought was interesting. I read all the time (mostly for school) but I like picking up on hidden meanings and symbolism. Such as the Earth is made from sea and land. RIght. Both those words have two meanings. Sea (as in see like see the sea) and land like land on land. Kind of like instructions see the sea and land on land. Anyways I like to pick up on little things like that. I would love to do it porofeessionally I have had some good ideas.
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. I did not do that well in school. I do now that I am in college, but I have some real life experience. Makes a difference. I actually have mostly A's and B's with two C's and I am about to graduate ina couple months. My grades are good but I actually know my stuff a little better than my grades would entail. My grades never reflected my brains. I always thought beyond Main ST in a lot of my classes. Sometimes the teacher would get annoyed when you asked too many questions. I was more of lonely writer, then socially awkward. At one point I remember not talking a full semester. I was very average. I'da been lucky if the teacher didn't pick favorites or else I know I would have gotten straight As. School-wise now, I know what I want. I know my calling. So I'm grateful I made a decision. But I know math, in all forms is the work of the devil. Math in all forms is work of the devil . Your calling?? What is it you have your heart set on doing. Wait lemme guess you said something about wanting to write I thought was interesting. I read all the time (mostly for school) but I like picking up on hidden meanings and symbolism. Such as the Earth is made from sea and land. RIght. Both those words have two meanings. Sea (as in see like see the sea) and land like land on land. Kind of like instructions see the sea and land on land. Anyways I like to pick up on little things like that. I would love to do it porofeessionally I have had some good ideas.
Originally I wanted to grow my hair out really long and pretend I was Rapunzel. I wanted to find a tower too. Didn't work out. LOL It is. I guess its not the same unless you've grown up with horrible teachers and role models. In my questioning nature I love hidden meanings, especially in novels. I like that analogy. No one thinks like that anymore, its refreshing to see people still interested in "what is it all about?" concepts. Oh yeah? What kind of ideas do you have in mind? Be good to bounce off each other since I am usually loaded with ideas as well. 
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Yeah but your still a bit younger. You sort of said something similar yourself. When I was 19 - 22 I thought things similar to what your saying. I was mature for my age to. Sometimes these things kind elude definition the way you would define them and the answers that your looking for kind of follow a different track. It's difficult to say it exactly. But we all have things we wonder or think we may be wayyy different than other people and try to find an answer to make sense of it, when it doesn't quite work the way were looking at it. This is what I always say. This two shall pass. Take you time. Getting there should be the more important thing. The journey is in front of me. I still immature about things, no question. I laugh sometimes about things only kids would find amusing, get chills when I go to Disneyland, enjoy long bouts of smiling time, sometimes for no reason. I am a naturally cheery person. This is me. This is what my hear always says about me. Let's put it this way: I'll grow up but never grow old. Yeah, I try not to make too quick of a judgement but you kind of took the words right out of my mouth as the opinion that I was developing. It's a good one though.
Ha great minds...what kind can I say, I always hung out with the smart kids in school. They always had more to offer anyway. Besides being seldom socially awkward. I did not do that well in school. I do now that I am in college, but I have some real life experience. Makes a difference. I actually have mostly A's and B's with two C's and I am about to graduate ina couple months. My grades are good but I actually know my stuff a little better than my grades would entail. My grades never reflected my brains. I always thought beyond Main ST in a lot of my classes. Sometimes the teacher would get annoyed when you asked too many questions. I was more of lonely writer, then socially awkward. At one point I remember not talking a full semester. I was very average. I'da been lucky if the teacher didn't pick favorites or else I know I would have gotten straight As. School-wise now, I know what I want. I know my calling. So I'm grateful I made a decision. But I know math, in all forms is the work of the devil. Math in all forms is work of the devil . Your calling?? What is it you have your heart set on doing. Wait lemme guess you said something about wanting to write I thought was interesting. I read all the time (mostly for school) but I like picking up on hidden meanings and symbolism. Such as the Earth is made from sea and land. RIght. Both those words have two meanings. Sea (as in see like see the sea) and land like land on land. Kind of like instructions see the sea and land on land. Anyways I like to pick up on little things like that. I would love to do it porofeessionally I have had some good ideas.
Originally I wanted to grow my hair out really long and pretend I was Rapunzel. I wanted to find a tower too. Didn't work out. LOL It is. I guess its not the same unless you've grown up with horrible teachers and role models. In my questioning nature I love hidden meanings, especially in novels. I like that analogy. No one thinks like that anymore, its refreshing to see people still interested in "what is it all about?" concepts. Oh yeah? What kind of ideas do you have in mind? Be good to bounce off each other since I am usually loaded with ideas as well.
I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. |
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I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. Wow, that's really interesting.  Everything starts with a little story. Getting your brain juices going is the best feeling. I feel like I need to invent something.
Has anyone tackled flying cars yet? Key is creating something that won't break when you use it in the first week. |
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I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. Wow, that's really interesting. Everything starts with a little story. Getting your brain juices going is the best feeling. I feel like I need to invent something.
Has anyone tackled flying cars yet? Key is creating something that won't break when you use it in the first week. I did not do a very good job of explaining it LoL ... you may have missed it. So tell me about your new photo... |
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I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. Wow, that's really interesting. Everything starts with a little story. Getting your brain juices going is the best feeling. I feel like I need to invent something.
Has anyone tackled flying cars yet? Key is creating something that won't break when you use it in the first week. I did not do a very good job of explaining it LoL ... you may have missed it. So tell me about your new photo... I love that everyone thinks its me. lol Its Mimi Carey, the 90s version. |
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I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. Wow, that's really interesting. Everything starts with a little story. Getting your brain juices going is the best feeling. I feel like I need to invent something.
Has anyone tackled flying cars yet? Key is creating something that won't break when you use it in the first week. I did not do a very good job of explaining it LoL ... you may have missed it. So tell me about your new photo... I love that everyone thinks its me. lol Its Mimi Carey, the 90s version. I was'n t sure to be honest with you. I did not want to assume either way. Your cuter by the way!!!LoL |
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I've had a couple of my own ideas nothing to special. Like I want to go to a school called Embry Riddle in Az to elarn flight. And I came up with a little symbol for it. ** two stars placed side by side like ( * * <---is the best I can do for 2 stars on a keyboard LoL). But sense I am interested in space flight too (not like the number 2 but as in "too" as in going to stars. ** too stars...get it??? Well anyway it helps if I have something to work with. That was the first time I ever did it. Wow, that's really interesting. Everything starts with a little story. Getting your brain juices going is the best feeling. I feel like I need to invent something.
Has anyone tackled flying cars yet? Key is creating something that won't break when you use it in the first week. I did not do a very good job of explaining it LoL ... you may have missed it. So tell me about your new photo... I love that everyone thinks its me. lol Its Mimi Carey, the 90s version. I was'n t sure to be honest with you. I did not want to assume either way. Your cuter by the way!!!LoL
If I could pick anyone to be my alter ego... I'm using this one until I get a new one up there. I look really sad in my other ones haha |
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So what is it that your writing your new book on. Inquireing minds want to know.
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So what is it that your writing your new book on. Inquireing minds want to know. Love, errr, the love no one talks about. |
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Oh dang, I have a computer question...feel weird asking this.
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