I'm going to scream bloody murder,
until my vocal chords break.
I am hoping to be rendered mute,
for my friends and lover's sakes.
Ripping out hair from the head,
screaming has a force unseen.
Blood will spatter the walls,
and I can't help but wonder what this means.
Have I finally broken,
down into a miserable pile?
Is this just the beginning,
of the last of my smiles?
A shriek calling up to the heavens,
heard not by ears but by souls.
Has God or the Devil won?
When I die I'm sure I'll be told.
It's all built up into the beautiful disaster,
that was destined to happen in time.
I scream until I have no breath,
until I collapse next in line.
Heat slaps my face,
but still I cannot stop.
Is my throat bleeding yet?
When will I suddenly drop?
Only a second of silence,
then is drowned out by my sound.
I looked in myself,
and I'm terrified of what I've found.
A mindless game for mindless players.
Setting us up in the end for a fall.
The broken weep,
but they shall all hear my call.
There, it's happened!
Suddenly the world has gone soft.
With the sound of nothing,
the breeze and world aloft.
I am panting, and I am shaking.
The cold taste of copper on my tongue.
The burning of my eyes and throat.
And the pain in my lungs.
Can I do it again?
A note of unending pain.
Breathe in, breate out.
Have I gone sane?
But then again I begin,
my scream ringing out.
I don't want to sing,
and I don't want to shout.
I want to scream.
I want an outlet for this,
I need an outlet.
A note of unending bliss.

To Lunali,,,

May this note of unending Bliss find you before,,YOU really get PISSSSSSSSED!!!


Heres to you kiddo,,,,with a big HUG,,

Ahaha, I'm the type of person that only gets angry once or twice a year, and when it happens, NO ONE wants to be around me.

I'll pretend I'm Santa,,,and come back when its cold outside to,,,wink,lol





But KEEP thinking this FACE----------->

Very interesting write....

It's pretty much what I'm feeling now. An outcast in my 'home', unwanted by people, and pretty much I'm dying to just scream it all out. Because I can't, really. It's just the household. Lol.

SCREAM THEN,,,,right on here through and in ALL YOUR THOUGHTS to LET OUT,,,get mad,,,and be BAD!!!

WE love ya,,,and it won;t bother USa bit,,,THATS what we do here we WRITEIT OUT and show just what and how we have been wronged,,,so,,,feel free to VENT DAMNNNN IT!!!!!!!,

Hope you feel better soon.

There are some nice angry songs which will make you smile...
Cues Linkin Park - Given Up, Cee Lo Green - F* U, and
Megadeth - Symphony of Destruction

You seem human in your write. I hope you peace with your experience.

THEN.... SCREAM!!!!! BABY, SCREAM!!!!!!