"What the f()ck have I done to myself?".....

Errr often....and then say a silent yeehaa!...twas a wild ride, and worth the ticket price.

I'm talking mentally....

mentally?....if there is only you and the mirror...is there any other explanation, but mental?


DO you think that the choices you make, weather the intentions behind the decisions were for the greater good or not, Drastically effect a way a person acts, carries themselves, and their ability to have a relationship?

Of course...you are the sum total of every choice you have ever made....and the consequences that flow from that.



DO you think that a person can unknowingly train themselves to keep people away from them, making the unable to have a relationship?

Hmmm...some people are so disconnected from themselves it could be unknowing...although I somehow doubt it is a completely unconscious choice/decision.

Can it be reversed?

Well derr...nothing is set in stone.

I almost understood this..........

When I think of everything I've done and been through I become grateful for every bit of it because the experiences have made me.......me.
There is no such thing as good or bad just experiences to be had.....it's called life.....

a person can unknowingly train themselves to keep people away from them or their afriad what will happen if the get to close to someone.

When I look at that reflective glass.............

I think..................

"damn girl..you have dome alot of things others just read about".....


some good.............some damn bad!!!!..............


but it has made me the great woman I see in that glass!!!!