Topic: ok guys.question on your choice of a woman...
74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:20 AM

I know this sounds crazy...it is like I am dealing with dark and light...who am I really...which way do I turn...

it's ok to be both. everybody has their days. i guess if you're gonna go dark, how dark are we talking? lighting animals on fire, performing rituals involving sacrifices? or just brooding?


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moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:20 AM
ya know I have tried so hard to be who people think I should be and who I am till somewhere along the journey I have lost myself..

74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:21 AM



little miss sunshine...or someone a wee bit darker?

cheery but twisted. just a little.
like amy adams' character in Sunshine Cleaning. she's cute and nice but she cleans crime scenes.


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I watched that movie last night...very odd yet funny movie....her character was cute and twisted...
yeah, i watched it last week. decent movie.


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Mon 11/09/09 06:21 AM



little miss sunshine...or someone a wee bit darker?


I would prefer if she wasn't one dimension so would choose both as long as she knows when to be dark and when to be miss sunshine.







so it is ok to be both huh...wow I like this answer..I am under tons of pressure things I can't really go into...


We all have more then one facet to our personalities, some they might be extremes ones but we all have to some extent. Be who you are is my motto.

irisheyes79's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:22 AM
lol doesnt everyone in a sort of way have mental problems besides nothing wrong with a lil darkness, to be honest its kinda a turn on

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:22 AM


I know this sounds crazy...it is like I am dealing with dark and light...who am I really...which way do I turn...

it's ok to be both. everybody has their days. i guess if you're gonna go dark, how dark are we talking? lighting animals on fire, performing rituals involving sacrifices? or just brooding?


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nothing as dark as all that...nothing that involves satan or sacrifices..only one or two steps left of right...hell at my age it maybe one of them midlife crisis...I am not sure...

irisheyes79's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:23 AM
ahhhhh could be lol

74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:24 AM

ya know I have tried so hard to be who people think I should be and who I am till somewhere along the journey I have lost myself..

blend the 2. i'm into tattoos and piercings, but my family isn't. so i keep it simple and not too crazy. i'm satisfied and they're not freaked out.


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moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:27 AM
I reckon I can just hang on and enjoy the ride...not sure how my little community will deal with it all...I live in a very small place and everyone seems to know all there is to know about me....It is odd to them here for a woman to live alone way back in the woods...they think I should be happily married no matter how unhappy it all would make me...

irisheyes79's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:27 AM
hmmmmmmmm

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:29 AM
no animal blood on my stoop darlin...they walk through my yard in peace...

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Mon 11/09/09 06:31 AM
i prefer the darker one...because i want someone who is jaded in life and knows the dealings of what life really is...does that make sense?

74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:31 AM

I reckon I can just hang on and enjoy the ride...not sure how my little community will deal with it all...I live in a very small place and everyone seems to know all there is to know about me....It is odd to them here for a woman to live alone way back in the woods...they think I should be happily married no matter how unhappy it all would make me...

small communities suck. everybody needing to know everything about everybody else. i hate that shlt. reminds me of that harper valley pta song.


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irisheyes79's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:31 AM
ahhhhhh ok meanwhile i suffer alone glasses

74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:32 AM

i prefer the darker one...because i want someone who is jaded in life and knows the dealings of what life really is...does that make sense?

i'm jaded enough for 2 people. it would be nice to meet someone more upbeat and positive. naive could even be a bit fun.


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moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:33 AM

i prefer the darker one...because i want someone who is jaded in life and knows the dealings of what life really is...does that make sense?





makes total sense....I understand completely...

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:36 AM


I reckon I can just hang on and enjoy the ride...not sure how my little community will deal with it all...I live in a very small place and everyone seems to know all there is to know about me....It is odd to them here for a woman to live alone way back in the woods...they think I should be happily married no matter how unhappy it all would make me...

small communities suck. everybody needing to know everything about everybody else. i hate that shlt. reminds me of that harper valley pta song.





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I have lived here most of my life...and it is odd to me at the age of 47 I am having the hardest time fitting into their mold...

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:37 AM


i prefer the darker one...because i want someone who is jaded in life and knows the dealings of what life really is...does that make sense?

i'm jaded enough for 2 people. it would be nice to meet someone more upbeat and positive. naive could even be a bit fun.


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I hear ya I am pretty jaded myself..and I can pretend to be naive..hell I have gotten very good at pretending...

74Drew's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:38 AM



I reckon I can just hang on and enjoy the ride...not sure how my little community will deal with it all...I live in a very small place and everyone seems to know all there is to know about me....It is odd to them here for a woman to live alone way back in the woods...they think I should be happily married no matter how unhappy it all would make me...

small communities suck. everybody needing to know everything about everybody else. i hate that shlt. reminds me of that harper valley pta song.





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I have lived here most of my life...and it is odd to me at the age of 47 I am having the hardest time fitting into their mold...
to h3ll with them. if they don't like you they can move. it's a free country and as long as you aren't breaking the law they have nothing noteworthy to bltch about.


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moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 11/09/09 06:38 AM

ahhhhhh ok meanwhile i suffer alone glasses






oh darlin I can help you with that....you are as cute as a speckled puppy...