If only I could not think of her for just one day
Then I do believe I will be well on my way
On my way back to how it used to be
When we were just friends and she didn't have this
hold over me
Its crazy the way things have so suddenly changed
I never saw it coming it all seems so strange
How can I be in love with her ,this shouldn't be
Yet there is no denying it the symptoms are all too
real
For she was always just a friend to me
The times I used to think of her were few and far
between
Yes we communicated and shared sometimes
But never was I ever fascinated by her feminine wiles
This feeling just crept upon me
Now with her is where I forever wanna be
But I cant love her im not supposed to
It goes against everything decent that I have always
stood for and so fragilely held onto
For you see unfortunately she belongs to another
Someone I could easily call a brother
Therein lies my delimna
For in order to have her I must first consider where
to stick the dagger
All this is really tearing me apart
For I would do the right thing but how do I explain
this to my heart
Its already gotten used to the idea of loving her
Its never felt like this for anyone so how can I ask
it to let this go
To me she is as beautiful as the evening sky
I keep searching for flaws but there is none that I
can identify
Oh how can I ask her to love me,how can I ask her to
stay
When everytime she holds me I picture him standing
there
Oh woe is me for an eternity this guilt is much more
than I can bear
They say love is wild and unpredictable but right now
its being unfair
Oh god I think I am crying again
Still I'm not even sure my tears are for loving her or
for what I might do to a friend
You see I've not yet kissed her but I've held her and
that's all it took
For the emotions that ran through me were enough to
fill a book
Often times she would stare at me with nothing at all
to say
And im so afraid of what she would see I just have to
look away
Oh how do I get over this,how do I maintain
What happens if she searches her heart and finds she
feels the same
Then what do I do,what do I say
Oh if only I could not think of her for just one day

Beautifully written...

nicely done

Not an easy place to be, for sure...

Deeply moving write


That being said, be good to the one whom you could easily call brother