I meet someone as a customer in their store. I purchase some good or service. I see what they are selling, and consider it a thing "human" - that is something that helps us more than hurts.

I tell the owner what can be done with computers and networks to help his store function better.

They usually say they can't afford it, or that the technology is just too complicated and hard to maintain.

Their competitor stole their idea. That business is down the street, selling bad copies of the good or service. They have a streamlined computer system, website, and advertising.

This makes me angry.

I am walking around creating corporate level information systems for mom and pop businesses, and my motivation is anger at their competitor's idea theft and profit hoarding.

I function on anger. What is wrong with me. How do I use what I know to help and not hurt people.

Seek therapy.

Lots.


And Anger Management.

Pack it and pass it around

Can you reword this with a little more focus or wait until I am sober?

if i'm not angry, what reason do i have for helping people beat their competitors?

you know what? i typed out this long reply about anger and help

but then.. !!!

I CALL SHINANIGANS!



therefore...

i like chocolate milk.

i LUUUUUUUUUUVVVVVVVV chocolate milk mmmmmmmm

ambition...

success...

competitiveness....

pick one dude.

Are you saying that anger is your only motivation? Not doing a good job? Not teaching and helping others?

bill gates did that. i have no desire to be that kind of monster.

too much testosterone and no outlet - u'll go bald young man!

then you've chosen to be a much worse type of monster.

a monster who thrives on anger and hate.

once again i call SHINANIGANS!!!

would you like some cream with your cup of hipocracy?

Seek therapy.

I'm not sure what a good job is - or even truly what teaching is. I think in the result of my actions. I think of what will happen when I put two computers and a router in a coffee shop. I think about how people will use it. I think about how people's lives will be impacted by using my information system 8 hours per day, 40 hours per week. I think about the morality of creating this system for 1 business when another down the street does not have it.

I enable people with technology. How do I pick who to enable. What if I endable the wrong people.

Okay, continue to be angry then.

ok peeps meet ya's over at the nxt thread

Oh, oh! Which one?!