We live by candle light!!! Its more eco friendly!!!

Actually......everytime I take a video of my cat licking the shower curtain it comes out dark so I dunno.

You sure it's the shower curtain your cat's licking?

ya and he also likes the faucet.....I give him fresh water twice a day and he would rather drink out of the bathtub!!

Dear Diary;

I got in trouble for the picture i had in my profile the last few days. I got an email from the mods saying that I was threatening suicide and combined with my picture it was making the forums edgy. Now I know the picture was bad but it was how I felt, and still feel. I doubt my posts lately have made anyone even raise an eyebrow except for a few people who really know what I'm going thru.

I'm not sure what triggered this emotional crap-fest, but I get the feeling it was from not dealing with the break up of my ex-gf, the death of my cat, and the pain of loneliness from not going out anymore. I feel alone, abandoned and worthless. Thats a terrible set of feelings to have. I'm sure I will break free in the coming days and feel better about things, but from where I stand there is no light in the tunnel, just darkness and sadness.

I had two cats (from the same litter) who loved to drink water from the tap while it was running. One would hang on the side of the sink and lean his head sideways to drink from the water and come out dry. But my cat would stick her head in the water, splashing water all over the sink and then drink from the puddles.

Gives (((cloudy))) a big hug. Take time. Get over it when you feel like it.

((((((Cloudy))))) You always have friends here. And dealing with stuff is hard sometimes. Everyone goes about it in a different way. But there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Go out and do something different. Look in the paper for a new venue to go to....maybe take a cooking class for something different??? Meet some chicks???

Yeah! Meet chicks. Go to a poultry farm!

I like to do different things.......gets me outta my shell. Go somewhere different, eat something different, change is good. It makes you look at things differently......ok Im rambling.....I have no idea what I am talking about!!!

This is what happens when youre so tired and the bed seems 4387932478932 miles away.......

I looked up "things to do in lexington Kentucky" and all it came up with was childrens classes. I think I need to move out of state

You walk those long miles.

What about alligator eating contests??? woodcarving for beginners, make your own stain glass window, learn how to play the flute in 5 easy steps?

So I checked the YMCA and all their classes are during the day...or while I'm working. Grrrrr and I wanted Yoga and Karate classes too!

There isnt any evening classes???

learn mandarin.......

or spanish

or german

or canadian!!!

I work in the evenings, remember?

I cant remember my own name.....Im on back medication and my brain is clearly not here.......




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Apparently . Journal .... its the BEST Thursday of the week ....

ding....ding....ding .... LUNCH BELL.... then RECESS..WOOH OOOOOO..... oh sorry ...regressing abit to the childhood I NEVER LEFT