damn, no wally world today !

damn, no wally world today ! damn double post !

dd:
I miss is being in the lower states for open air music at parks and other venues.

Native and other music, sidewalk vendors, and the whole experience. Osprey catching fish by the park, water sports going on in the river, and the sternwheeler taking tours.

Why did I not realize what I was leaving when I drove to Alaska???
Vapor lock during a brain fart.

the soothing sounds of ........

RAMMSTIEN

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7j4_PMFnKQ0

nazareth-(please dont judas me )
purple you need to go listen to it ! you will like !

here ya go purple !
puddle of mudd (control )

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I’ve been prayin?for
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

Look all around, there’s nothin?but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin?but blue skies

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

welllll
not really......
but its a nice song

i got this promblem in my head,
with no solution and my,
troubled mind wants me dead,
some they may hate me ,
some are friends ,
i got no time to kill ,
and fukc around and sit in my sh*t,
where do i begin ,
something's got to give,

it's a lie, or the truth ?

protect us from our youth,
its a sign,
what to do ,
i should get away ,get away from you,
i'm trying to find out who i am with no illusions,
and my colored canvas is all red ,
i want to just how it all ends ,
i want to know because i,
never want to wind up here again ,


mother may i am dying,
it's fukcing hurting hurts and i,
dont want to wind up dead,
my heart bleeds i cant stop crying ,
im out of words,
locked up in the prison in my head !

i got this promblem in my head,
with no solution and my,
troubled mind weants me dead,
imminent fukcing bail out !


imminent bail out !

i want to go to wally world and get a new cam for my computer !

dd- im out of jack !
send the troops out , i need more jack and coke !

puddle of mudd -(blurry )

<-----live's in a van down by the river !

oh......
jeez
ouch
face book tells stuff........

so.............. apparently the guy I'm dating is sending someone "private gifts" on face books speed dating thing.......I left a comment ....
I said something like " oh i guess your still shoppin around ....... sorry :( .........

how many times have I held back tears today?
god dammn it

awww, purple im sorry for you !

the bottom lip is out......
I phoned him an said hey facebook says you sent a private gift on speed date
he said
no I sent bats to people
an logged on to facebook to try to explain himself
""yeah I sent bats to people at 12:08 am ....""

an i'm thinkin ya thats the time it said //// and I'm also thinking we left his house at about 11 pm or so an he said " I'm so tired I'm goin straight to bed" an turned off the lights when we where still in the drive way......

sooo........... either way theres somethin untrust worthy bout this scenario ...why say your goin to bed turn off all the lights then go on face book awhile later an send out gifts to people (I didnt get any messages or gifts an he hasnt even taken his scrabble turn with me on there in days)

<--- feelin rather unimportant and less likely to make him any kinda priority........