The days are endless hours
of uncertain directions
I won't be bitter
but what else can this feeling be

I adjusted every memory into
some sort of fantasy explanation
no enemies here, could they
all be heroes, no one is there

I’ve caged myself away from
the crazy experience of the world
sanity seems to shine best
if no one enters through the doors

which way was I going, at first
it was about sharing, love, caring
believing for the best outcome
I comforted myself through
the bad times and began to realize

35 days of hardship, and delusion
to straighten up and fly right for
the show, seem to be falsest way to go
I lost my way, some tenderness to

a little sarcasm snuck in, and all
I wanted was to appreciate the moment
just the moment had ulterior motives
and the pain its left behind made me
not care about which way to go.

wow !

((((( Hugs ))))))

That would be a nice ending but I don't think he is coming home from war... (smile)

God Bless you and your family..

Take Care,
TAB