A year has nearly passed
Moving on has been tried and failed miserably
The time just isn't right
No one really understands, it just won't sink in
Love is not longed for, only closure
Only painless days and dreamless nights
Is that too much to ask?
“Did I leave you for someone else?
No
I just need time to let him go
Pieces of dreams are still falling at my feet
Why can't anyone understand?
A hell storm of fear has pushed me into a wall
Every time I turn around someone is packing
Goodbye never gets easier only more monotonous
Head held high I watch them go
One after the other
When will it end?
I've lost him that was hard enough
Now I must let go over and over again
So no love is not what I want
It's not what I need
Only true understanding
Is that too much to ask?
Empty I-love-yous
half-hearted kisses
That's not what I want
So if you love me really and truly
Let me let go of him
Try harder to understand
Hate me if you must
Maybe then you won't hurt so bad
But I need time
Closure has to be here somewhere

I understand that its harder to hate, than it is to let go. The best way to let go is to maybe believe that the journey was to something better..

best wishes

TAB

I do my best to hope this way, but its not easy.

{{{{Smurfy}}}}

Closure is needed for life to go on.
May you find the understanding along the way,
the closure you need, and love to hug you along the way!

Good write!