Flames of desire
Now burn low
Stain my mind
When my death is slow

Streak across my sky
Beneath is what I dream
A place without sin
A place that is clean
Feel.
Feel the morbidity
Of the fatal wrath
When I begin my journey
Down my final path
Become.
Bring down the house
Bring on the flame
Dreams are burned away
'Cause I'm the one to blame
Destroy.
Lie to my face
Hatred stays inside
Free me from this thing
Free me from what I hide
Yourself.
Flash in your eye
Tells me what to be
A flash of hate
Which I'm too blind to see

So drain down the life
That dwells so deep down
Grip my hand as we walk
To the place where we shall drown
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Romance Is Ending

Dance to the whisper of the hurricane
Laugh in the thunderous silence
Make love or seek pain
We smile into a cold shadow
Kindred spirits cry for dawn's twilight
To the ancient horizon we turn to follow

Sing through the voodoo afternoon
Forever embrace the moment
Romance is ending soon
Weep as passion leaves the skies
Dream of Heaven without reason
And pray that life never dies

And as twilight fades into night
We are looking for warmth
Friends taste beautiful by the firelight
Deep fears vanish, we will not regret
Together sex is death
And we remember not to forget

No More Us

It'll be a cold day in Hell
Before I'm able to love again
Everytime I fall, it's to my death
And I'm filled with the old sin

Manifestation of my perpetual nightmare
Loneliness growing strong and deep
My fears build up a tower
Off which I will soon leap

Crushing all that once was
This bed is too big just for one
Oh how I wish at times
Things in the past could be undone

Feeling decaying at my feet
Along with the remnants that were my soul
Anger cast aside for the time being
So all I can feel is this hole

Spent, used, thrashed and bruised
Seems to be the way I live
And an unannounced sadness fills me
When I tell you I've nothing left to give

So leave it at this for now
And leave the peace to rust
For the time has come finally
That there can be no more 'us'

Hope Dies

Damned if I do
And damned if I don't
In the past I've tried
In the future I won't
**** me around
Then call me names
If you weren't so blind
You'd know you're to blame

The trust you build
Is torn down with your words
I guess it's just easier for you
To run with the herds
Dream of the day
That you might actually care
But for the moment
Thinking of it I do not dare

The truth lies in my heart
No matter what you may say
I know what I mean
And you will, too, one day
But until that day comes
I'll just stand idly by
And take all the things you say
And slowly watch all hope die

She Doesn't Love You

Damn this voice in my head
Telling me things I shouldn't have said
Telling me that I should be dead
And that she doesn't love me anymore

God damn this voice in my ear
Telling me all the things I fear
Screaming 'She's gonna leave you, dear'
And that she doesn't love me anymore

****, it's all my fault again
Dying like all that could have been
Drowning in my same old sin
And she doesn't love me anymore

****, I've screwed up once more
This time I think I'll stay on the floor
And as she walks out the door:
'How could I love you anymore?'

Great writing...don't be so hard on yourself...and life goes on.