you linger within me, I cannot forgive myself for the heartache i caused, but you...your soulful stare, your embedded lust, your undying trust laced with adoration...you...with the galaxies for eyes...you...I ache for you..take care of the heart i held within me..for your it's keeper now...

This time next Sunday, I will be by your side

I cannot wait until I can be with you forever. I am glad you keep me thinking rationally. If not for that I would be there now.

Soon ...

Thanks to you, 'Who' for this forum to blubber mush! I wish you luck in love!

I have recently met you, online as it was, not my intention for myspace, but works for us. I find myself cautious of something so new. Past experience creates skepticism. You are younger than I would normally consider. But your youth offers me much over others. You act as if you are in this for real. I do want to believe it is so. I think of you always and look forward to our daily texting and nightly phone conversations. I think it's a good thing that I have children that keeps us from being together as much as we'd like here in the beginning. Keeps us from igniting our passion and burning up in the flames. It's best to start these things out slow, blow at the spark, poke at the red, hot embers, until there's the smallest of flame. Then with every breath, we breathe in the oxygen to ignite those flames into a fire like no other before us. Something so new and real and right that only we two experience. You have told me you intend to pursue me until you have won my heart for your very own. It is yours already, you just do not know it. Yet. I am crazy about you. I love the way you talk, the sound of your voice, your mannerisms and dialect. I love the way you consider my feelings and ask about my daily life in our conversations. I love the way you look at me and hold my hand. The way you hold my head in your hands as you kiss me, longingly, lovingly, passionately. You ignite in me something I do not recall having ever felt. I look forward to every moment we can spend together. I vow to make the most of those moments, not to hold back in fear and to open myself up to the possibilities of the future.

I made it through the weekend without hearing your voice. Yeah, it's been two whole days. I hope we'll talk again soon. You're always on my mind. Know I love you. Just know it. Believe it and hold onto it.

You mash my potatoes.

GOOF!!!! You make it worth going on.

i ponder the thought....will it ever come to pass?

11 more days

Through Goof....all things are possible.

I tried a bit of ketchup on my steak, but I was right all along... you ARE a dumbass.

...I love you anyway

Baby you're the best! I want to be with you every moment of the day. When I talk to you I get all giddy inside and that "warm, fuzzy feeling" takes over. With you, I feel like I'm 16 again. I can hardly wait for the weekend!

its not easy for me to let somebody close to me. I cant help being scared. and i thank you for understanding. so many walls i built around myself. and well the only thing i am sure of is that i may be scared to deatH sometimes....but one thing im sure of is...i LIKE having u in my life. im so nervous. Can i just kiss your neck and close my eyes for 5 min??? this would help i think. thank you for understanding..if anybody possibly ever could. and also im very thankful that you probably really cant read this. and also....Im very excited.
p.s. you are awesome.
and you always make me smile...even when im just afraid.

I've missed you Boo...

It's all encompassing yet not tangible. It's iffy yet filled with assuredy. It's in the murky existence of some netherworld. Neither here nor there. It exists in someone's somewhere though. A no man's land of guessing and doubt. Hopefully the one you lavish your attention on though will be enlightened and reciprocate the truth that is two conjoined into one. You can taste it, feel it, believe it, own it, but it's elusive. You grasp at it, but it turns a tired face. Then when you least expect it you're in the grasp of it's all encompassing grip and power. What is it, this spell that has lay you impotent and powerless?! It means everything and nothing at all. Lay your life down for it. Nothing could possibly matter more or less in the culmination of your destiny. You'd be a fool to let it go. Fight for it with you life essence! It must be love and your life is climatic in this moment and time. Realize it for what it is. This is it! Your purpose, intent, meaning and bliss upon this terrestrial plane are laid out before you for the taking. Grasp life by the horns and don't let another day waste you by. Follow the call.Destiny is like the flow of a river, ride the current and find your purpose. I'm deep tonight and thus are the currents constituting the rivers of life and love. Flow with the stream but steer to your final destination. *smile* and shalom. Traverse the waters of life while succumbing to the forces that be while at the same time steering cognitively to the final destination of your inner id and being. Find happiness. Become it, be it, therein is your ultimate truth!

I enjoy talking to you

I like to surprize you with my comments

I think you are funny and smart, you are so cute especially when you dont see what is plain as day.

You are there, I see you. Each day I find my self looking for you with out realizing it. When you talk to just me, you take my breath away. My mind reels and I wonder if you think of me how I think of you.

Can you see through me? Can you tell that I admire you, turn to you and afraid you will walk away and never speak to me. That day may have come and I think I am crushed.

I will never tell you, but secretly I know.

it amazes me how often a single person can go through my mind in one day
when I am occupied by so many other things in my life, just the thought of you brings a smile to my face
thank you for being you

You made my day twice already...