being emotionally available means being open to being hurt,happy,confused,etc.i think that being emotionally available is a personal choice.some people don't want to get hurt so they make themselves unavailable.

i usually attract women who don't know what they want in general

you are cute sweetie

thanks dale

let's be honest sweetie if i was that hot i wouldn't be single

it is soooooooo me...........NOT

I have a 1954 Hank Aaron rookie card.My great grandfather passed it on to me.Although not in mint condition it is still valued at around 100,000$.I'm saving it to pass on to my children if I ever have any.

like my poetry I'll quit writing .Nothing better to do than talk about Harry Potter........geez.J/K hope you all are having a wonderful morning,afternoon,night whatever time of the day it is where you are.

Okay everyone,this is what I hope to find someday.I know that storms come and go in each of our lives,but anothers beauty and love can carry us through.If you already have this in your life(as I do not) make sure to let them know just how much they are appreciated and loved EVERYDAY.

"Not In Her Storm"

I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain
And it is always I fight for the welcome change
When it rains it pours on this heart of mine
So, I take the storms I feel to her each time.

But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain
Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change
She can walk away from what hangs overhead
And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.

Not in her storm have I ever felt alone
Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home
It's for me that she pushes away her own rain
So, that I may find comfort in calling her name.

She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart
God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart
And she never wanders when your world falls through
Not ever in her storm would she do this to you.

She has wings that I know not only I can see
Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me
It's the way that the eyes can surely view
How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

Not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun
When her world is dark - I always have light
And now how I hold the new color of night.

She takes then she gives to an unhappy face
So that many can find an awesome place
I have been able to love her more every day
And with her hand in mine the clouds roll away.

Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath
Could ever change what I hold here inside of me
Not in any of her storms have I lost my angels touch
To that angel out there, I love her so much.

If I Were....

If I were a memory I’d hold you there forever,
Reminding you of the good times that we shared together.

If I were a smile on your face I would stay,
Never to let sadness chase me too far away.

If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes,
Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries.

If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own,
Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown.

If I were feet I would stay inline with you,
So I could be with you in all that you do.

If I were a shadow I would always follow,
We’d face things together in all of our tomorrows.

If I were pain I’d stay far away from the start,
To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart.

If I were a song I’d be a sweet sound to your ears,
To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years.

If I were strength I’d give you my all,
I’d hold you high and never let your fall.

If I were your heart I’d be steady and true,
I’d be there in every beat; staying strong for you.

If I were the sun I’d shine down upon your face,
Illuminate your smile and radiate through your grace.

If I were a star I’d sparkle like your eyes,
I would look upon your life and never stop my shine.

I don’t know how good at those things I could be,
I’m not any of them but this I want you to see.

If I were a friend I couldn’t let you down,
I’d never let you fall or walk away from me with a frown.

If I were a friend I would hold your hand,
I would be with you always, I hope you understand.

If I were a friend I would give you my all,
And though it’s not much, I’ll be there when you call.

If I were a friend I’d be in every memory too,
When you laughed, when you cried, I’d be with you.

I CAN be these things, it’s not impossible to be a friend,
I CAN be your best and I’ll be here till the end.

If I were forever, you would be too,
Together forever – me and you….

A woman is most beautiful when she's confident.Not ****y....confident.A woman is beautiful when she's not ashamed to show how she feel.She's beautiful when the smile on her face ignites a fire in your soul.

seeing Artgurl's beautiful pics

Well everyone I'm back.Kinda got wrapped up in some very emotional things BUT,here I am.

Depression

She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection,
She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection.
No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief,
If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief.
She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw,
Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all.
Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride,
Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide.
She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care,
He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there.
She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray,
Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

some affection..........katers where are you

alright enough getting drunk .I'm single and waiting

katers be nice to
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How is everyone today

yeah yeah I know

in my eyes you are.....as if my thoughts rarely matter.....but i hope i put a smile on your face

kater........lookin good

Sterility