I had sex recently on first date....the chemistry and experience was electric....was incredible....he felt it too and think we could have been happy as f buddies...but It was long distance and he wanted me as a gf , but he wasn't emotionally involved so it fizzled out...

It's like everything ..if u can't have it ...u want it more....with sex ...longer u leave it more respect grows..also u not feeling rubbish when u sleep with losers too quickly...cos players will move on if they have to wait.

Oh no I completely understand where u r coming from....it's happened to me a handful of times...when the chemistry completely blows u away...the person could b incredibly bad for u, yet u r blinkered to that, n only see optimistic future..often the feelings subside after a few months...after I've made a total dick of myself and acted completely out of character..but occasionally the feelings remain for yrs...n it's not ur fault...

I have come to understand that there is always a dominant partner in a relship, always one loving the other more, it's healthy when this shifts, evolves and goes back n fourth for both ppl....it's unhealthy when u feel used, abused and anxious.